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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

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Do Nothing Day;

Do Nothing Day

Blog title officially changed to

☆ 我的心我的情你不需要明瞭 ☆

Wo de xin wo de qing ni bu xu yao ming liao

You don’t need to understand my heart, my feeling

So fast another year coming, you guys ready for the challenges next year? It's almost 3 days I didn't sleep well. Something bothering me. I sleep extremely late, like 6-7 Am? and woke up around 1-2 pm. Ass getting heavy and heavier, lazy and lazier.

Every midnight what I do?
Sitting infront of pc till morning.
Reading articles
Horoscope
Tarot Card of Fate
Music
Youtube

Oh yeah ! Yesterday Midnight, Chat-ed with Elyn, Melinda and Jianny, She told me that she watched part of the Twilight Movie at YOUTUBE ! While I was watching television somewhere at my house. Guess what ! all those HBO, Star Movie, Cinemax all playing Horror MOVIE !! Gosh ! Even the Chinese channel !! I tuned Disney ! Watching cartoon at the same time chatting wit her. I immediately rushed to my room and search the Twilight movie at there. woow !! I found it less than 1 minute. But not all the part yet, the uploader still uploading it. I watched 7th part of it. Quality not good though. I actually planned to watch with my friends but then all of us watched it so no choice, either to download or buy the DVD. The movie quality at youtube seriously sucks to the max. Greenish, sound not clear? Some sort of distortion and vibration. Hmph..

Seriously the Twilight trailer.. seems to be good. But then when you watch it kind of disappointed. Many part of the story not there. True la Movie not story book. We need to imagine this and that.. lols.Haha! the BOOK still ROCKS !! Edward Cullen sucks !! =p maybe because of the movie quality I said that way?

I went to bed around 7 am today and woke up around 2pm. Listening music still, chatting and so on. Chatting with Chub, Jian and someone.

Someone (A frustrating person who usually made me cringe said a lot of sense today)
I thought things was going swimmingly -- but who ever said that life was stress-free? Something goes down today that sets me off, but I should be able to calm down long enough to deal.

After that, I walk around the house village for some fresh air. I know it's late alrdy like 3 pm+ air not fresh but who cares, No Vitamin D from Sun, thank god the Sun wasn't very bright today. When I went home, Mum asked me to go out with her, to First Branch Emporium( with HSBC beside it) she bought fresh veggie for night business, I went to the First Floor and bought perfume, Charlie-Red, I'm still keeping money to buy my dream perfume.Haha ! can't afford to buy it at the moment. Hopefully... hopefully I got the chance to buy it next year. "keep on Dreaming"

btw, the bank lots of people there,no parking around, my Mum parked her car somewhere near Golden Leaf Restaurant. Haha.. have to walk walk walk.... wore a wrong slipper and my foot hurt!

then went home, Watched Totally Spies !! Two EPISODES !! Siuuuuk !! now still thinking what I should to tonight and Mid-Night.. Hmmph.. I think I should stop typing already.

oh yeah ! I wanna share one music clip !! Very touching song and his voice good too !! hahaha !!
the music actually from the Korean Movie- 200 Pounds Beauty ! Byul but that guy
Reuben Wong, he played the song with guitar and changed the lyrics to English, not sure his own English lyrics or direct translate of the Korean version

Click Here

Here's the meaningful lyrics

I feel the wind blow in this place
there I see the star beyond this window pane
shining so bright
here in this night
here I feel the sense of love
deep in my heart
I cry for you
every tear that falls feels like a wound
the stars in the skies
gently shines
taking away my pain

I hear a voice gently saying
don't be afraid
I feel the warmth come over me
as I sleep in their embrace

and even though I..

do not have the strength to go on
even though I try to hold on
this love will never ever be meant for me
but I'll keep on smiling
even though my dreams won't come true
I'll remember every moment with you
like the stars that shines forever
I'll treasure my love
for you

Enjoy the clip at you-tube lazy put video here........Till next update.....

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/30/2008 06:13:00 PM

Monday, December 29, 2008

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Pek Chek;

Ahhh~ Hey guys I'm back once again from my bed ! hahaha. I'm having fever for like 3 days if not mistaken.

Christmas till now nothing much to do and donno what to do. Sleeping, eating Medicine, Listening Music, Tv, Revising Chemistry and Accounting but not Maths. Oh yea! forgot bout something !! hahahaha !! I changed my bedroom Fengshui.. =p new year new look.. hiak hiak hiak...

Life getting tougher and tougher. Without hard work now, End of 2009, tearful moment? Damn A-level-AS and my O level results coming out soon. Don't know how to face it. Surely no improvement ! I'm useless and hopeless.

A week from now, havent plan next year schedule yet.
Tuition for both Maths and Chem?
No outings?
Full time study?
Quit blogging life?
things are easy to say when you actually wanna do it... AIN'T easy !!

Scholarship? UBD? or Retain? 2010? sigh sighs.

k just a short update. . . .

btw My picasa updated, pictures at TemBird ( Temburong ) updated, still got 100+ pictures with my fren, Afizah, I haven't get from her.

Toodles....

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/29/2008 07:00:00 PM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

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Merry Christmas;

Wishing you all
Merry Christmas and Happy New year

Hoping all of you enjoy the Silent Night with your close one, surprises are everywhere tonight ! don't miss your fun=) I got no where to go. Dreaming and Sitting alone infront of my pc? Hmph...

Knowing you all this year are the Most Special , Biggest and Priceless Gift ever !
that is

F-R-I-E-N-D-S-H-I-P

nothing much to hope and wish from me already,

As long as every1 Happy, I'm Happy
Thank You all very much <3

<-> Love you all Xoxo <->

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Guess who's back back back~

He's back back back

Fred is back back back !!

Welcome BacK to Brunei

Abang Freddie Chong Ming Kean !!

Bwahahahaha!!

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/24/2008 04:21:00 PM

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Right here waiting for you...;

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/24/2008 03:55:00 AM

Sunday, December 21, 2008

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4th December- Arif's house;

Hahaha.. another old post that I wanna blog about.. but lazy to blog... since I'm free atm... so why not blogging right? I'm not sure what exactly happened... let me recall it back first k? hmmm

Okay 3rd December, someone actually planned to go over Arif's place before we leave Brunei. I mean one gathering before leaving. Messages passed around... thru blog? sms? msn?

I don't think I can come at first... `cause my mum won't drop me there.. so I told them that.. I'm not coming.. skali the next morning 4th December, Rahim msg-ed me whether if I wanna go or not, he gonna pick me up since he passed by my house.... at that time. time atu aku masih tdur... skali aku pkir.. since ea passed by my hse and willing to pick me up... why not join him? hahaha faster faster go mandi and tukar baju...

walk down all the way from my hse to Tumasek Shell... to jumpa Rahim... Coz he donno where's my hse...

soon we arrived Arif's place at Mulaut, followed by Fred,Haziq,Gdah,Salwana,Fizah...
tarus tarus durang main RO ane wa.. gila jua tu... hahaha

Fast forward.... Kami main big two, PS2 games- Tekken.... King of Fighter !! siiiuuk

Play basketball, play badminton, play motor, go to Ayamku makan ~

Haziq and Abg Rahim

Kawaiii Big Bro FreD lol, Gdah atu senyum kah tu? tau kan isap susu

AllBlacks - Nyamal

BOWH !! ADA POLICE !!! SIAPA TU?!!

Ta daaaa !! MaJidah ~

Fred takut ah ~ I mean ea kajar2

Guitar HERO !!

GoodBye Arif

bah.. till here sja... antah kan update apa lagi...
prolly tomorrow aku update lagi

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/21/2008 02:14:00 PM

Monday, December 15, 2008

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Leaving;

Hi Guys, my reader
sorry ya 15 December 2008 Onwards I won't be updating
`cause I'm not around... travel to somewhere
I'll be back on 20 December 2008 afternoon

I'm gonna Miss you all especially CIRLE OF BESTIES !!

Arif, take care ya !!
Elyn, gonna be damn bored... try to watch all the DVD... bwahaha
Ching, Safe trip to Kuching !! Shop well !!

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/15/2008 09:49:00 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

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Berakas Beach 10/12/2008;

Hahah Fizah planned this outing early December or End of November. coz, dat day 29th November we went to Beach just to relax and kick sand... all of us didnt bring extra clothes so we cant play..and they planned this beach outing on 10th December and also another one on 28th December

Why one more time? `cause Fred the AhBoy's Titah mentioned that he wanna go beach after he come back from UK. No matter how everyone must attend that outing !! hahaha nada orang brani ingkar perintahnya so have to follow.. Kirai2 Fred

Arif and Fred Left Brunei .... the day before the outing, to those yang baca blog ku, u noe the story sudah.. so not much to say...the night after sending them, at house around 12 am+ I boiled the eggs, prepared the mayonaise, sugar, oil,salt mixing them together..... cutting the 2 long loaves of Bread from LeApple. took me about 1 hour or less to finish off everything including spreading the egg salad onto the bread, placed and sealed at the rectangular Aluminium Foil? witht he help of the Transparent "thin plastic" prevent insects to enter.

Awake till donno what time...... mood wasn't good dat time cause of something....Rahim Elyn and them asked me not to think so much. I donno why.. I just cant do it. The thick "cloud" just cant fade. Soon or later sunrised, I received message from Sean, he said that he cant make it to the beach because he's having Badminton match at 4pm, Elyn asked me to Invite him Over.

Morning donno what time, Chat-ed with ching, and Rahim msg-ed me that when he leave his house he gonna misscall me and when he reach out house.He reached my house at 8am+ an directly his driver drop us at Berakas Recreational Forest Reserve. We were having some sort of chat with Ching and Rahim during our journey. Ching said that he havent sleep. what a strong man. Football, Fren place and so on.

When we reached there, they were alrdy there, Elyn[I added ur name here.don angry liao ],Fyfy,Hajah and her siblings,Fizah,Gdah and Hajik. Hajah was busy and kind hot-temper when setting up the charcoal.. and so on. All the untensils not there yet and nothing much we can do, setting up fire with Tissues paper? funny? haha ~ Her-Wira came late.. Irza Salwana them also there sudah...we were playing big two, chit chat....

fastforward went to bottom and play, lamb cooked, taking pictures and so on...

Fauzan and I

Elyn Gdah Irza Fyfy Ching Rahim Hajik

Phewit !! Hajah and Wira [ New Boywings recruit ]

Russia Red Bull fighter

World Peace from Chingy1404

Fyfy-Afifi

Irza-Liverpool Die Hard Fans

Ever-red tomato-Gdah

Chinese Indian-Elyn and Tomato

Beauty and the Sea

APA ni !! Tidak Senonoh.. Dos under 18 tutup mata pls !

Threesomes, Rahim Ajik and Hajah Bro (kura2 or Dino?)

Fauzan and his friends, Red shirt = Irza'sBrother

Subaru-STi owner + Hajik

Globe and Tomato !! Sama Bulat!

Suddenly Moody.... and the Earth rained, Rahim send us home, his driver I mean.. haha.. thanks man. and I'm wondering why his driver using long way to send us home... what a waste of time la + petrol... sampai c ching tertdur d krita and snoring out loud... we didnt really complain bout it tho coz Rahim ching and I tot that his driver noe they way to go... end up no...

Thanks Abang Rahim for the Ride !! Lub u alwez my Sexy Biatch...

Elyn and I

WOooo!! I managed to take photo with RACER !!

I was shocked by ching when he use my clothes, coz I tot I'm him...

Elyn Irza Rahim

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/14/2008 09:02:00 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008

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Jobless;

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.

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Happy Birthday ZulHamzi Faiz !!

from Rahim and I

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/12/2008 02:53:00 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2008

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Happy Birthday Freddo !!;

Hahahaa..... Fred... Sorry ya.. inda brapa pandai edit.... i hope u like it so today s ur day....sum1 celebrating for u.. but but but.. we were the "first" to celebrate dz year birthday for u

listen what Elyn-Ah Gurl said.. Tutup mata buka mata also must smile...
all of us waiting u to come back on 24th December 2008 ! Don't lupa ur flight oh !! karang inda sampai Brunei...

nothing much to say liao... all alrdy noe what we have told u.... so yea ! Take Really really really good care of urself !

If can.. go to Old Trafford and Pose something.... ngambil gambar... for Us Man.U supporter =p
seee u around real sooon.. haha .. janganth susah2..I'm not really into it plang.. if u really go there...pose "Thumbs Down" sia... banyak orang mental tu.....

Miss Ya always.....

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/11/2008 03:48:00 PM

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Airport;

9th December 2008, the day Fred and Arif leaving Brunei to UK and KL

I wanna go airport that day badly.... but always aku nada transport wa.... nasib jua c Rahim sanggup datang rumah ku pick me up ! hahaha thanks Rahim

time patang kan.. we r having so much fun.. laughter time chatting arah group conversation with
Fred, Rahim, Arif and I. Macam2 we cakap wa... from "merah to kuning to merah" hahaha Ksian cGdah, kami tarik2 sia namanya rah conversation...

describe bout Botox, Pump, Minyak, Attractiveness,Pointyness,Landirness,Anti Botox

fast forward..... Skali.. cFred cakap.. karang d Airport tariak namanya durang panjang2 as in

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something like that la.... but surely.... non of them gonna do la..

"and Fred said... he wanna nampak good weather.... cannot Hujan"
and so the Globe promised him.. definately good weather malam atu..

chat till half way, Fred and Arif kan gtg sudah have to single, double, triple,quadruple check their luggage mandi and itu ini.. so at other conversation I asked Rahim, so karang u jadi pick me up o not? If cannot inda apa2.. I'm olrite wit him. He replied me Jadi, Iski ku tarus so I terus go mandi itu ini waited him dari kul 5pm+ hahahaha skali 7+ ea baru sampai.. lol... terus aga rah Airport... time sampai.... looking here and there...

Ah ~ I saw Fred first.. why? pasal... yg lain smua pindik ! kana "Mampam" yatah... terus ku aga rah cFred, gave him chocolate... yang lain[ Jidah,Elyn,Fiza,Hajik] mau jua.. inda ku bagi... i onli bring 3 for dos yang kan Fly onli... one for Fred one for Arif and Satu Rahim exception. But then... aku LUPA Bagi cArif ah !! sorry maybe atu takdir, u sick cannot eat.. hahaha

we standing there la.. talk talk talk... skali... got one kid... wah.. run towards rah kami.. then he tot c GDAH mamanya.. and keep talking to her.. skali... muka kami satu2 banggang.. c Hajik kan talk to him... skali c Hajik kana scolded by the Kid wa.. cali brabis.. c Rahim atu lagi kan "pegang2"... lapas atu aku begusti ngan cGdah, sorry Jid, kau tergugur... bangkak kakinya tarus kali.... she said that to me... lol... sorry yo... mana ku tau... kaki mu atu sanang bengkak....

after awhile, Fred's Mom approached him.... and both hugged... since both of them gonna miss each other... (Fill in the blank) can't stop happening at Airport...... no choice, I have to b the clown, Jik and Gdah have to make Fred Smile.. so they pointed at my Tummy.. and told Fred that ea ada brother lagi sbuting [ my tummy big and they tried to said that I'm pregnant, another brother for him soon] Kirai2 to AhBoy.....

Finally Arif done his check in arah the counter.... we greeted him.... and he told us that... he gonna go in the custom sudah..... together with Fred....

so we salam2 each other.. I hugged both of them.. ask them to takecare, wear xtra clothes ... and to Arif... ea damam.. take care and get well soon.....

since the "teriak2" thingy... non of them teriak.. so with my "mukaTembok" I Shouted

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
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hahaha everyone looking at me.. I don care.... Airport = public place duli apa.. there's no rules that we can't scream there...... Yes? No?

while they walking towards the custom..... aku inda sanggup hati meliat durang..... ada plang perasaan sedih..... but I control....

tarus run ke atas near express sana... meliat durang dari atas.... waiting for the passport kana check.... before masuk the room for "internal checking" So we shouted their name..... I'm happy to see both of them smiled happily....

then c Hajik kesian ah...... kan kamih.... tapi.... hmm.... nada dapat.. tahan...... menyamal punya face.... jamban rah express tutup.... then Rahim and I brought him to the Jamban near the BIDB bank punya jamban.....

while the rest Gdah[Tomato],Elyn[kaling] and Fiza[Ambuk] waited us arah Jollibee... as soon kami balik kan... order makanan... then duduk dluar... crita2... meliat aeroplane... skali....
Hajik said something.. which I forgot what isit alrdy.. skali.. terhantuk kpalanya... then kena ucap ketulahan.... right after he said something la...

inda batah g c Piza and Elyn balik.... we go to the upper part..... time naik tangga...HAHAHA... C Hajik.. gugur... bakas.. banyak makan... kepisan kami ketawa

Btw, Satelite,Jupiter, Venus, Star part Censored sudah...

then.... we went home.... Thanks Rahim again and KakakNya ngantar kami balik.....

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/11/2008 10:00:00 AM

Sunday, December 7, 2008

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Prayer for Travel;

To those yang kan Travel time cuti ane..

Ching, Fred, Arif, Chub,Fizah,Gdah,Rahim,Hajik,Hakim,Jimbo, Gary and the rest of u all.. I'm not sure who else blayar...

Lord, you are in all of your creation. Protect and guide them as they set out to travel. Make their ways safe and their homecomings joyful. Let them have your wisdom so that they make good and right choices in all the places that they go. Give them safe traveling companions and let then not be lonely.

May Allah, Buddha, Jesus, Dharma BLESS u ALL ~
Amin/Amen :S

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 12/07/2008 05:30:00 PM