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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

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BLACK XS !!;

BWahahaha !! Finally !! BLACK XS Arrived !! Bought it at Ebay 3 weeks ago... yesterday received a letter from post office.. asked me to go to Old airport to Redeem it.. hiak hiak hiak

X MEAL- 1 zinger burger, 1 fried chicken and a cup of Carbonated Drinks $6.10

lalalala... more to come... 2 Hugo Boss's Perfume coming soon XD...

Waaaa !! Abang Waie Gundul !! Hiak... hiak.... Hiak....

Hahahaha ~ sudahth bulat.. makan LOLipop lagi !!

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 1/28/2009 06:10:00 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009

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pain inside;

Things have changed so much.
I don't understand where I stand anymore.
My heart, its throbbing with pain from the inflicted wound.
I don't know how it can do this much to me.
I don't know why it affect me this much.
I don't know why it caused an impact on me.

I just feel like disappearing. into no where.
someone give me some potion to help me forget everything.
forget all the pain. to brainwash me. and help me start a new life.... like blowing the candle...what I could see only a thick black colourless picture
I hate this feeling -___-" damn torturing.....

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 1/26/2009 05:42:00 PM

Friday, January 23, 2009

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Fucktards;

Happy 5th Birthday Stubby !!
My 18th Birthday Pressie from

Ching, Irza, Fred & Elyn

I'm so freaking lifeless... STRESS STRESS !! Haven't done any of my assignment that due tomorrow. Chemistry test, Group Seven !! I wanted to revise it earlier. But Damn Heavy Downpour spoiled my mood. Yesterday Morning, went to school, damn u Maimon, As if i donno phone = prohibited at School. I was behind the library, just checking the message from Elyn. She passed by me at start to "tagur" !@#$%^&.... and I answered Maimon, yesh I tau ku...

then... time I'm having that class itu itu.... didn't realise he did the same things to me...... lazy to talk bout it.... I might be wrong but please let me finish my talking and then u correct me.. can't you? Isn't that what you said to me last time? why can't you prove me that you can do it too? before correcting my mistake.... do you noe what hurt the most = correcting ppl mistake without realising own mistake. Seperti Ketam mengajar anaknya bejalan betul.... enough bout it........ sorry to that person if you think I'm talking bout you.... and because of u spoiled my mood, end up time lunch break I yelled Chibai at Ching, ching Sorry bout that...

From the sky to the sea, there's no happiness for me.[ got 1 03th Nov 08 ] All my life, all I see only painful memories.
Sad good-byes, callous words, left me shy and insecure. Scars and tears through the years wish that I could disappear.

Everything's shades of blue, no hope no use. Dark as the sky at midnight I cry, rivers and seas, ocean so deep. Everything's cold as ice, so numb inside, pale as the moon. Lifeless and gloomy. Sadness in hazy shades of blue.

Thunder clouds all around casting shadows of a doubt, Darkness hues of black and blue, bruises left still so confused. undertow. indigo dreams of losing all control. In a life with no sunrise only sunsets and regrets.

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 1/23/2009 05:06:00 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

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Birthday;

Happy 18th Birthday to Haziq-15/01

Happy 18th Birthday to Rifdi- 17/01

Proper Birthday update soon.... pasal pictures still under editing

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 1/17/2009 06:20:00 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009

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Because I'm Stupid;

Sorry for not updating. My timetable packed. so tight !.. Sigh... Stress

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Because I'm too stupid. I don't know anyone but you.You, who is looking at someone else.Probably don't know how I feel.I'm probably not in your days,Probably don't have any memories of us either.Me, who is only looking at you. Again and again, tears fall. I'm Happy even seeing your back. Although you don't know my feelings. In the end, you pass by me like the wind. The days when I miss you so much. The days when I can't take it. The words " I love you " stays around my mouth. Alone again, crying for you. Alone again, missing for you. Baby, I love you. I'm waiting for you.

I'm making memories alone. Love is like a beautiful scar to me. Although I see your pretty smile. I can not laugh with you.The days I think of you alot, my heart is cold and sad. The word " I miss you " stays around my mouth. Alone again, Crying for you.Alone again missing for you...

Bye bye never say goodbye. Even though I can't hold you like this. I need you I cannot say anything. I want you, I wish and wish again.....

Thanks Ryu, only both of us understand it.. Kan? kan? kan?! haha !! throw ur laptop !!

just now I read Sky's Blog one of his entries very meaningful, you guys go check it out. Don't just read it. Think about it too !

Post title(click the title)

" Thought Of The Night "

Toodles

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 1/16/2009 10:23:00 AM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

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Title-less;

Ahh !! First day of School sudah kena annouc TEST !!

Chemistry !!

WHOLE ORGANIC !! NITROGEN AND SULPHUR !! HALOGENS!!!

MD everywhere empty !
Library, Canteen,Dining Hall smua kosong !!

Random-ness

not capable telling funny jokes, lame jokes I supposed... didn't smile for quite long. Ain't happy of myself. How am I gonna make people laugh? even if I smile most probably fake smile...

because of my existent causing lots of problems for both of you. I'm Hoping both of you can get back along like before. I'll sacrifice anything for it to happen... Hopefully......

Labels: Agonies, Stress

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 1/07/2009 02:06:00 AM

Saturday, January 3, 2009

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GoodBye2008;

Happy Belated Birthday to Jovita !! 31/12 !!

btw, don u guys think she looks like Karen Mok?
hahaha Jovita !! Jovita !! May all ur wishes come true this year 2009 =p
enjoy your days at katok, stay sexy and don't forget to sing wit me oh !!

Happy Birthday Year 2009
!!

Woow ! It was fast ! It's year 2009 now !! what should I do now? sigh sigh sigh

I hadn't been in such a moody mood a few years ago.
I appreciate all the rare opportunities and fantastic people I've met this year, I cannot help but to feel that at times life has been testing my endurance.

Depression hit me pretty hard several times throughout last year. It is difficult to stay upbeat amidst the demands, the expectations, the threats, the slander, the misconception, the accusations and the general lack and over trust I perceived from other people and from myself.

Btw, am I "Jual-Ikan" ?? did I care too much for the wrong people? I hope not.

To all my friends who stood by me especially when I needed you the most, Chub, Fred - thank you.

To all my classmates - for the precious opportunity to work with you, I thank you.

To all my readers whom I'd never met, yet came up to me to say hi, to shake my hand or asked to take photos - I am most humbled and appreciative.

To all the people in my life whose feelings I may have hurt, whose expectations I may not have lived up to, whose promises I may have broken - I am truly very sorry.

To all my haters, hug me....

Of course, I need to thanks, Barbie Organization's members a lot !! Thanks for the Confess !! Finally I know what is it all about me. I'm sorry causing "rain cats and dogs" to you people.

and I hope I could make a angel out of a shit hill this year.

before I wanna end this post, I would like to apologize to my Parents, Brother , Sisters, Ching, Haziq and Fred. I'm sorry for every good and bad things I have done.

"part of the opinions were from www.kennysia.com"- he said is exactly what I thought.... not all

WELCOME BACK TO BRUNEI

RASHY28

hope you enjoy you trip from Miri to Jakarta!! Tired? yes No?!

you know I miss you right? haha =p

currently 5.13 Am, Was playing Ragnarok with the animal below. Killing him non stop. Wanna collect his skull.. bwahahaha...

bah gtg, need to go jogging alrdy...

oodles

REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 1/03/2009 04:36:00 AM

Profile?! Aiyah !

My name is Lee seck chun. I gave myself a nickname Renzo, because its unique and its not a common name that you can find anywhere. It means "third" and coincidentally,I'm the third among my siblings. If you're close to me, you will notice that some of my friends called me James its because of my chinese name. All of this started when I'm studying at CHMS. My chinese name Seck chun, pronouced as "Xi Jun" which has the same pronouciation as the word "Germs" in mandarin. So people started to call me Germs germs germs in the end become James, xD haha !

Wishes!!

My greatest wishes is to get myself a SLR camera. Haha, till now I havent get one yet. How sad =( Somehow I realised I'm into photography when I'm in Form 5. When I bought myself a phone where camera in built in, Nokia 6680, till now I'm using it for taking pictures. Obviously the pictures quality not really good, but atleast I found the ways how to fully utilized its function. Taking good pictures are my greatest passion and it had caused some troubles. Criticms taking pictures of an individual for quite often until some misunderstanding arose. Nevertheless, I never gave up and continue taking good pictures. Basically, I think I'm gonna get my first SLR camera in few months time when I have a stable job as I'm currently waiting for my results. Beside that, I already set a goal for myself. Gonna pursue my studies on Accounting and Finance, If its possible, I would like to be an Auditor. Though its really hard to achieve, but I believe that I can reach it only if I'm hardworking fighting for it. Nikon D5000 Kit (18-55mm, 55-200mm) pls wait for me !!

Chat here please!!

This Is What I Want! ;

- sushi
- Nikon D5000 Kit (18-55mm, 55-200mm)
- Laptop !!
- Good A level result? atleast one A =p

LINKS !! ;

DEnCorp
Queen Wani
Elyn
Davis Yap
ChuB-Lau Pan Niang

Those photoshoot days ;

June 2008
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August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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April 2009
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