Happy 5th Birthday Stubby !!
My 18th Birthday Pressie from
Ching, Irza, Fred & Elyn
I'm so freaking lifeless... STRESS STRESS !! Haven't done any of my assignment that due tomorrow. Chemistry test, Group Seven !! I wanted to revise it earlier. But Damn Heavy Downpour spoiled my mood. Yesterday Morning, went to school, damn u Maimon, As if i donno phone = prohibited at School. I was behind the library, just checking the message from Elyn. She passed by me at start to "tagur" !@#$%^&.... and I answered Maimon, yesh I tau ku...
then... time I'm having that class itu itu.... didn't realise he did the same things to me...... lazy to talk bout it.... I might be wrong but please let me finish my talking and then u correct me.. can't you? Isn't that what you said to me last time? why can't you prove me that you can do it too? before correcting my mistake.... do you noe what hurt the most = correcting ppl mistake without realising own mistake. Seperti Ketam mengajar anaknya bejalan betul.... enough bout it........ sorry to that person if you think I'm talking bout you.... and because of u spoiled my mood, end up time lunch break I yelled Chibai at Ching, ching Sorry bout that...
From the sky to the sea, there's no happiness for me.[ got 1 03th Nov 08 ] All my life, all I see only painful memories.Sad good-byes, callous words, left me shy and insecure. Scars and tears through the years wish that I could disappear.Everything's shades of blue, no hope no use. Dark as the sky at midnight I cry, rivers and seas, ocean so deep. Everything's cold as ice, so numb inside, pale as the moon. Lifeless and gloomy. Sadness in hazy shades of blue.Thunder clouds all around casting shadows of a doubt, Darkness hues of black and blue, bruises left still so confused. undertow. indigo dreams of losing all control. In a life with no sunrise only sunsets and regrets.
REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 1/23/2009 05:06:00 PM