Fuck man... I really don like this... It's almost 2 months and its still freaking fucking bothering....
why you guys have to confess to me?! why am I still crying alone over fucking problem !....
How am I able to let free of myself? I tried so hard to forget bout it.. I just freaking cant... damn it....
I'm avoiding them, MD just too small.... everywhere u go... definitely u meet them. It is impossible for me not to greet them when they passing by me.... How I wish everything never happened... I can't pretend nothing had happened like you people do... the pain just can't fade especially when looking at you people laughing, smiling, joking around...... every 27th day of every months.... its like DEJAVU to me..... 12 days left.... sigh..... Insomnia? hmmmm i guess i need sleeping pill for that day.....
my smile my laugh.. u think its real?...... just don fucking bother me when if i'm sitting alone ... I need FRESH air.... and don ask me lame questions.
I don tink you people understand hw I feel. whether u understand or not. it got nothing to do with me. I'm so fucking stress !!.... Damn As exam coming up soon..... no matter hw much effort I have contribute for studies.. I'm still so stupid !..... I don even have the confident to pass my Alevel exam this year..... Most prolly I'm gonna retain.....
Hate me today, Avoid me today before u regret.....
Whatever happens, Happens for a reason.....
REnzo Peace Out (W_W) @ 2/15/2009 03:59:00 PM