wo hai shi xiang huo zai yi ge ren de shi jie...wo zong shi bei pao qi de yi ge , sui ran bei ___ n ___ hen hao...dan shi 3 ge ren , yii ge zong hui bei pao qi , wo bu ren xin min bei pao qi...wo rang ta!!! jiu zhe yang , wo zong shi hen ji mo , bi sai dang tian , wo yi ge ren zai hou mian , guan xin wo de jin ran shi ___ de ren , girl guide de ren...fan er yi ge zi ji de hao peng you hao bu li hui ...hui le , wo ye shi bei pao qi !!!

ru guo bu shi yin wei wo de wu hui , huo xu wo bu hui you jin ji de gen ni liao tian...jiu xiang ping chang ren yi yang , gen zi ji de peng you shuo hua...dan neng cha jue dao wo he ta yi jing chuan dao hen duo zhi dao , bi jing wo men hai hui shi peng you mah?, zhi shi peng you!!! girl guide de ren you xie sui ran jiang wo shi ' liang sao '...dan qi ma bu hui bu shuang...suo yi jue de ta men hai bu cuo , dan bei wo qin er ting jian you yi ge hou bu jiang wo men !!! zhen de chao bu shuang , zao zhi hui zhe yang , wo ning ke bu yao ___ zhe me xin ku , wei de shi shen me.!!!...

zai zhe ge ren zhang zhong, ye rang wo zhi dao peng you yong yuan shi zi shi de , you shi le ta zhi hui zai yi pang kai xin , bu guan ni de qing kuang hao hai shi huai...huo xu tian xia jian mei you jue dui de peng you , cheng le hao peng you , jiu hui kan jian ta de que dian yue lai yue duo...wo yi jing ti yan le hen duo ci..

zhi xiang zai zi ji de shi jie li guo , ke yi he zi ji tan de lai de peng you shuo hua , bu yao you suo wei de hao peng you...zhen de hen lei!!!

zui jin zen me gen yi qian yi yang le , yi zhi bei jiang wo , plz !!! bai tuo lah...bu yao zai luan luan jiang le...wo mei you!!! hao pa hui bian hui yi qian yi yang...

pa !!! pa !!!
pa shen me?? bu zhi dao...bu dong...

zhi you yi ge yao qiu...bu yao zai hu yan luan yu le...pls!!! ta shi ta , wo shi wo...bu yao che zai yi qi...bu yao luan luan jiang...hao pa zai ci bei ta ting jian...dan shi dang peng you zai jiang shi , ta dou shi hui zai wo shen pian chu xian...shi peng qiao ma??hai shi...

bu yao !bu yao !bu yao!!! pa rang ta ting jian , wo hen mei mian zhi...sui ran ni biao mian mei shen me , dan wo hen mei mian zhi...jiu suan shi hao peng you , wo men ye mei yong qi xiang bi chi shuo qing chu...zhe zhi shi yi ge yue ding...

na tian hari merentas desa , gen krs,girl guide,scout...gu zai tong yi ge place..'C4' ..er qie shi gen ta 1group..dan ta mei ci dou qu dou feng de , chou de...haha !!! bi jing gen _____ ta men hui bi jiao hao , jiu ou er zan zai yi qi jiang hua lohh...wo shuo hen re , ta na shu bang wo shan feng , ta kan dao le...lian bian le...haiz.!! bu shi shen me lahh , jiu shi yi ge friend ba le mahh...haha...

jiu na tian gen ta liao , jiang dao tou fa..."ta shuo hen hao kan , suo yi bu jian"...chao hao xiao ....appletel bei ta cool dao ah...haha...qi shi ru guo bi qi jy , ta que shi mei bi jy li hai jiang hua , dan gen ta liao tian ...k lah...ou er jiang hua hui hen hao xiao de !!

anyways , ke yi ren shi bi chi shi da jia de yuan fen...ou!! ying gai bu shi jiao yuan fen lohh...jiu k lahh...

Now that I have found you, it is time to put this miracle into words.

Let me explain something first. I don't believe that I am a complete human, for I am unable to speak out my our feelings or come to grip with it, and I find myself incapable of loving others. I have been abandoned, betrayed and left behind, and this has made me deficient of confidence and courage. I have been having insomniac nights trying to figure out what I am living for, and I could not come up with any decent answers.

Then of course you came into my life. Actually you've been there for sometime, but always as a distance star, so far away yet shining brightly It was not until recently that our worlds started to resonate, and mine was turned upside down. I was completely enthralled by your charming smile, by your innocent personally, by you! You were like the perfect women in my own sense of terms, and I found myself attracted to you in a way that defied all my unsecurties. I love your gullibility, your ability to share your honest thoughts, the touch of your hands and lips and everything else about you.

You have liberated my soul, and I wish that I could do the same for you. Whether fate wants us to be together I really don't care, all I know is that I have found that someone I have been waiting for my whole life, and I am not about to let go. Not being able to accompany you is one of the hardest things in life, but since you've given me such an assuring answer, I will make this promise to you: I am yours for life. I know what I'm living for now, you have made me complete again.


No this is not a love letter. This is just my confession.

Yesterday 3rd Of May 2009, was the opening of Special Olympics Brunei Darussalam's Fundraising Charity Bazaar at Brunei National Stadium.

Couple of days before the event held, number of meetings was announced by the Pyro Club, Hijrah Club, JAPEM and also BDAC( Brunei Darussalam Aids Council) regarding the above matter. Assigning us things that we have to do during that day.


Fast-Forward to 3rd of May...
I woke up early in Morning around 5.30Am. But slacked on my bed till approximately 6.10 then got out from my bed. Checking my Msn, facebook and etc. And then someone messaged me and asked me to bring Ice block because her Ice that she made "failed". I was like WTF?! why don't she tell me earlier? I could have make it lastnight. Where to find Ice now?! The first thing appeared in my mine was to go over Hopson's convenient store to buy it. Unfortunately, It was closed. So I asked JongHao to go to the Indian Convenient Shop instead. Luckily it was open.

Oh yah forgot to mention, JongHao offered me for a ride to Stadium and on our way to stadium using high-way. There was a car, blue suzuki. Four wheel facing the Sky. I suspect that he drove too fast during the Sudden downpour at 7.20AM.( Unlucky to those people joined the walkaton- "Becoming Swimming Chicken" )

When I reached Stadium with him, we looked for our booth. Gdah, Irza, Hajah were already there followed by Elyn and other. Hajah's mum being very very supportive, She almost brought all her house over. HAHA. We then started to prepare burger arranging and etc. and I met Rano( Ranoadidas's owner) for the first time. Haha!!

Soon or later, the Participants of the walkaton arrived. Followed by the arrival of Her Royal Highness Princess 'Azemah Ni'matul Bolkiah. She gave some golden speech to the public and the Bazaar Ceremony officially started.
Speeeeding..... at 120km/hr

Got my face painted !! and Met number of old friends of mine. It was really my day yesterday. I joined the Food Eating Competition TWICE and I WON TWICE. HAHA. Won the gift sponsored by The Body Shop. One of my gift I gave to Someone.