Oh man !! On 27th Aug, I thought I would have 4 days to revise for my chemistry paper 5, and I'm happy for that but then I don't make use of it. I spent in on outing and doing unnecessary things. Always like that one I dont know why. Who to blame? blame myself.

When I was young time didn't enter my mind but now that I've grown old,time passes so fast! sadly I have begun to realize.Most of my earth life is behind. My friend Rahman is leaving soon. Though he had came back to Brunei about 3 weeks ago, but then it feels like just yesterday and leaving the next day. I feel very sorry to him, as most of us could not accompany him going around chilling, playing and what-so-ever. Due to the exam most people facing. I knew him earlier through games but we never talk to each other as we are not that close. but I'm much more closer with his twins brother(Rahim) and when Rahman came back, his the one actually started a conversation with me and I found out he's such a funny and funky guy. But overall it's fun to have such a good friend. hahaha.

Rahman the Kambeeeng, if you happen to read my blog, I'm gonna tell you something here. Hahaha I asked you what things you like right the other day? and you told me that whatever I give as long as i'm sincere you will like it kan? Fizah gave me a suggestion.She asked me to buy you boxer. What do you think about it? Hahaha? Size? S,M,L? I'm not gonna buy that ! it feels so weird man to buy your friend an underwear !! but when I think of it right, I should buy you Condoms or Sanitary pad. Is'nt that good enough? HAHA !! It would be a such a sad day to most of us as your leaving but on the other side we wouldn't lose to you. We will work hard to get good results too ! Just hope that everything goes well for what we have planned. Unless God, forbid. I would like to apologize to you if I ever hurt your feeling in such a way that being annoying or sarcastic over certain things. Sorry yea ! Take care !

Tuesday Plan

• I'm having my chemistry practical at 8 am and it ends around 9.15am
• Right after that I need to buy Ahem2 for Rahman
• around 3.30pm, I have to skip my maths tuition. and go to pick yazid up at Kiulap
• the rest of the plan = yazid's decision

Antah ey what wrong with my mind. Suddenly thinking of something and I feel like typing something saja saja...

when it comes to the topic friends. It's such a complicated things to talk. there's neither wrong or correct. Some how it's just our opinions. Everything takes time. Friends came and leave just like that through out our life time. To understand a person feelings, thoughts, behaviours and attitudes take time. "the longer the period the better" it's what I think most of you gonna say that. But somehow certain people being with someone for such a long period. They couldn't tell what their close one thinking about.

When you come to think of it. If something had happened splitted each one of us and leaving scars on most of us and I'm sure that no one wants this to happen right? But things always doesnt happen like what you have planned. Most of the time or should I say always? gonna be ruined because of something. usually because of too much judgement on someone. Until all the good side of a person covered by the bad things of he/she had done. apa kata pepatah telah menyatakan, " terlepas perahu dapat dibalikkan, terlepas kata nyawa jadi taruhan" but at the same time this also came into the line " terlepas perahu dapat di lajak, terlepas kata hati binasa"

when someone is hurt, it takes time for them to heal and when someone is angry of course they will said something really bad depending on how deep is their wound and the period of recovering and cooling takes time. When we come to think about it again. Someone has to make the first step. When one party had already stepped out the first step,Who's the one being ego? Who's the one refused to? Like Trish Thuy Trang song- Only time well tell. If problems have happened for such a long time, I'm sure that you could see that who's the one willing to forgive and who doesn't. who wanna be friends again and who doesn't. Body languages can tell.

Or maybe God wants it that way. It's really hard to tell the way it will be.only time will tell the way that it goes. we just never know the way it flows Whether we will see another day.Life is full of endless mysteries.But we have to be strong, stronger and have to learn, learn to let it goes.

Ey guys don't take too serious bout what I type above yah.. bout my thoughts.... im just boring and trying to express what's in my mind xD... take it easy....

I'd dream a simple dream but things arent what they seem when passions fade away the memories made us stayed.I still see how we use to be. Somewhere in time, our was fine, but then the months and days just kept passing by I still holding on to somewhere in time.