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Sultan 64th Birthday

2010-07-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys!! I am sorry for not updating for so long. It's all because of my laziness. Hehehehe (",) No Worries I am updating it right now. Happy? ^__^;;

Nothing much just a post about the recent 64th Birthday Of Sultan Brunei. Ok, Let me start with the pictures below.. hahahaa

I don't mind standing under the bright sun to catch a glimpse of His Majesty. It's always a nice feeling... It's so hard not to cheer, even though we are warned not to.

As the sun shone across the early morning of, 15 Julai 2010, at Bandar, surrounded the whole street to Taman Haji Sir Muda Omar Ali Saifuddien by students,tourists,local and uniformed personnel for the Flag waving.

The Arrival of Kebawah Duli Yang Maha Mulia Paduka Seri Baginda Sultan Haji Hassanal Bolkiah Mu`izzaddin Waddaulah Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Haji Omar Ali Saifuddien Saadul Khairi Waddien Sultan dan Yang Di-Pertuan Negara Brunei Darussalam.

His Majesty Waving to his "Rakyat" upon his arrival

The Royal Cannon

A 21-gun salute was fired as the crowd stood still in honour of the national anthem. Three cheers of Daulat echoed around the capital as the parade participants and members of the public shouted in unison to wish His Majesty.

Students having Sunbath.. HAHAHAHA hope they didnt get sunburnt like me :(

Helicopters Rumbled across the sky with Colored Smokes

The Hadrah Team of University of Brunei Darussalam

Korean tourist

The arrival of Minister of Foreign Affairs and Trade
Duli Yang Teramat Mulia Paduka Seri Pengiran Perdana Wazir Sahibul Himmah Wal-Waqar Pengiran Muda Mohamed Bolkiah

UBD hadrah, Girls Team

Cannon Launcher

Four Faces clock tower in the capital

ABANG ASKAR !!

Any pose, any location, any view, for best angle that is a Photographer

Sahmin the Brudirect media worker spotted AKA Fashion Boy ;0

Photo taken by one of the Media officer
Apparently I heard from Sahmin that, both of the korean ladies,
happen to be an actress of Korea. Anyone of you know their name? Do let me know ;)

Till Next Update.. HAHAHA in few days time :p

Music

2010-04-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

I listen to music to unwind from stress. I listen to music to feel things that I cannot make myself feel. I listen to music to create a good feeling when there isn’t one. I listen to music when I need to get away from reality. I listen to music to forget about things. I listen to music to take me back to another time. I listen to music wherever I can. I listen to music to motivate me. I listen to music in order to come to a realization. I listen to music to get over it. I listen to music when I need a time machine. I listen to music when I want to feel beautiful. I listen to music when I need to cry. I listen to music when the seasons change. I listen to music when I need to be put in the mood. I listen to music when I fall in love. I listen to music to feed my soul. I listen to music when life is the hardest. I listen to music when life is wonderful. I listen to music when I’m all alone, I listen to music when I’m with my friends, I listen to music when I need questions answered. I listen to music when I lose someone close to me. I listen to music as therapy. I listen to music to assure me that I’m not alone. I listen to music when I want to dance. I listen to music when I need to be alone. I listen to music when I want to sing at the top of my lungs. I listen to music because it’s so diverse. I listen to music because there is so much to choose from. I listen to music because it’s always available. I listen to music because it always has a way of making me understand.

Tomorrow LAST DAY KRAJAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa HAHAHA!!

Taman Sultan Haji Hassanal Bolkiah

2010-04-02T22:48:00.004+08:00

Earth Hour

2010-03-28T23:28:00.009+08:00

FRUS

2010-03-18T19:03:00.007+08:00

what's the point Cof having bunch of friends when almost non of them will take care of your feelings?

All this time I'm actually wanted someone to come visit me once in awhile and ask me out to have lunch or dinner with them=( How sad. What's the point of treating someone good when they don't even be grateful to you for whatever shit you have done to them? =/

1) Good to you only for a reason? Once they get what they want, you won't seeing them around you anymore. Seriously regretting helping you. * Seperti kacang melupakan Kulitnya *

2) And I thought that, since we're working in the same place, At least I would have some enjoyable moment with you and release some tension? but not at all. More pissed off? more stress? did you realise that we didn't talk to each other for days? i talk to you a few times and you didn't even respond me? haiz... sad laaaaa

Mati laaaaaaaa !!! malas kan ku kraja sudah.... im thinking off resigning soon. Probably end of April or May kali... Need some space.

lagi bisai ku missing in action. ignoring all the fucky stuff around. All alone.... xD

JAQY !!!!!!! I MISS YOU !!!

Day 1 at Malaysia

2010-03-16T23:38:00.007+08:00

Karang saja ku masukkan the wording...

2010-03-15T18:42:00.002+08:00

I am human beings also k... i have feeling 1 also k? stop scolding la.. stop complaining la... as if your so good..... i also wanna scold ppl k? im just giving you face ! pukima..... 12 mean 12 1 mean 1 , six mean six and seven mean seven... stop giving out a weird number. unless you have no choice than thats alright.... kan nin neh....

headache

2010-03-15T15:22:00.007+08:00

Take care my friend
I miss laughing with you
And talking with you
And sharing the moments that
Makes being with you so special.

Take care my friend
Because there is something
All wrong with a day when your not here.
Something is missing when within
Myself I listen for your laugh and
Watch for your face in a crowd.

Take care my friend
Because I can't help thinking
How lonely it is without you
And how nice it would be to have you here.

But most of all...
Take care my friend
Because you matter to me. :D

Broken Heart Syndrome

2010-02-27T01:13:00.001+08:00

This is so cool !! don't you think so?

Bandar Seri Begawan - When a generally healthy person with no history of high-blood pressure or clogged arteries suffers a heart attack, what is the likely explanation?

Dr Ang: Cases such as this happen in Brunei. It may likely be caused by psychological reasons rather than physiological conditions, such as when a person is brokenhearted due to a huge loss or a failed romance. In other words, the brain tells the heart not to beat anymore. The so-called "Broken Heart Syndrome" is a very interesting phenomenon in Brunei, with Gleneagles JPMC alone recording five cases in Brunei.

when emo-ness return

2010-02-26T00:24:00.004+08:00

you would not understand how I feel towards you right now. Am I really that transparent? Maybe to you I am not but I do. I doesn't wanna be like this. Avoiding you here and there. Telling others that meet me somewhere around not to tell anyone that im back? I seriously have no idea why I asked them to say that. Aren't you the suppose to be avoiding me? but why me? even seeing you from distant, I have to pretend that I see nothing and walk away with another route. After I think I'm just a toy to you. I'm sorry maybe I think too much? hahahaha let it be. " Having something new and abandon the old ones?" nahhhhhhh enough of it. Doesn't wanna think about it. lalalalalala

Yea~ wooohooo~ i just got back from travels..went to lots of awesome places.... hiak hiak hiak~ i'll update it soon... bubyeeee till next emo post? =/

Working Life?

2010-01-30T23:25:00.021+08:00

CHUBBIEE !! I am blogging now !! Happy? Hahahaha !! Happy new year guys !! I know it late !! but what to do? I am freaking busy with my work !! working as a sales at comsoft system.

Where my duty is to explain and recommend which laptop should a user go for depending on their preferences. When they purchase it we have to do all the installation and updates for them.I do enjoy working there sometimes. Why? I get to use the laptop online for awhile when doing some updates ! Hahaha !! for the first few days working at comsoft its kinda hard for me and elyn as we feel like quiting. Not just because of the long working hours from 10 am to 10 pm but also bossy colleague which proclaiming everything when she's nothing ! If I wanna talk about her, its gonna be an endless story! HAHA!! interested to know? Wink2 ^___^?

Break time??? urggh !!! I doesnt feel like going to mall already !! I am bored of it !! My god !! the sux sux sux sux !! everyday nasi bungkus or nasi campur !! blurrgh !! I wan something nice !! T___T.

Daily Break and Dinner Schedules

Eating 10 minutes
Walking to Coffee Bean 3 minutes
Spending the rest of the time with my friend who work at Coffee Bean

Pictures taken during Comsoft Annual Dinner 23th of January.
Apparently its
Wafiy's Birthday
TOO!!
DIY Present Wraper !! HAHA!!

Elyn's candid photos

Demanding Queen !!
Chris !!
Khal Kelaparan!
Last customer came before comsoft close at 6 pm xD

Sunrise

2009-12-29T16:45:00.005+08:00

Actually I didn't plan for watching the sunrise, somehow on 27th December 2009, 9.45pm, I received a phone call from someone. I seriously never thought that he would give me a PHONE CALL !! I were having an extremely good sleep after the tiring day I had at stadium. Suddenly I were awaken by my phone ring tones an answered it without hesitating. He said something me and yeah I answered him what I should say.

After all, he has a good intention as his action do say so. It's not easy for him to come so far and I didn't realise that one year has past after that incident. Sigh... Honestly speaking, I'm kinda down that time, I lost my mind direction. I started to wonder whether what ever I said in the phone call is true? And eventually, I went to the beach to relax my mind and I found the solution. What past is past. I move on you, you move on. So I really hope that, he would learn his mistake and appreciate his friends more.`cause friends come and go just like that. I think I should stop here.

This pictures taken on 28th December 2009, 5.45 am at Muara Beach. Only manage to capture 5 pieces and I uploaded only two `cause camera out of battery !! Haiz! never mind I'll find some other day again.

Btw, I went to the beach alone and I told Elyn and Waie before I left. So yeah... pictures below are dedicating to them and to all my buddies !

HIV Awareness Bike Tour 2009

2009-12-29T03:09:00.005+08:00

Hey Guys !! I'm back !! Finally got the mood to update !! hahaha.. yeah as you can see, there's slightly different with the layout. I guess starting today onwards I'll do photography post only. Do you miss my old emo-s entries?I bet you don't ! so yeah, I wanna try something new. Hoping everything goes well. As I realized I should not Dwells on the past but to look forward the future !! Wink2 Elyn*-by the way thanks for giving me some opinions towards my new layout xD.

So Basically, on 27th December 2009, Brunei Darussalam Aids Council(BDAC) Organized a big event as named on the title above. I as a Penyinar member, is lucky enough to participate this big event. But its tiring tho. Barely have enough sleep or should I say one-day sleepless? Doing all this "logistics" work moving here and there. Hahaha but most of the time I'm busying using Rash's Nikon SLR !! Awesome *Thumbs Up* !! Gonna get mine in few months time !! yeapie yahoo!!

Brunei First Human & Bike Red Ribbon Chain at Brunei National Stadium!!
Sacrificed myself for the sake of taking this picture. HAHA !! If you notice that 28th December 2009 newspapers, front page are filled with this Giant Human Ribbon Chain =p

Kicking Athirah ! haha

Bikers on the way back to Stadium

Minshara and Syahirah with the balloons *picture nt taken by me*

*picture nt taken by me* I was instructed to go back Penyinar house to take something =( missed the " Starting Hon"

Riders *picture nt taken by me*

Early morning 6am, Mind you, we went to Stadium at 4 am !! to Finalized all the preparations !

Congrats Guys !! Mission Accomplished
*Give yourself a big clap*
~Clap~Clap~Clap~

One year Older

2009-09-28T18:04:00.003+08:00

Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year.

So happy 18th birthday to you , Elleene,
From the bottom of my heart.
And may your good times multiply,
Till they’re flying off the chart!

2009-09-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

hahahaha..... jobless people like us like to convoy people`s status... hahaha

After Shock !

2009-09-22T23:23:00.004+08:00

just a short random post

AFTER SHOCK !! I'm addicted drinking it !! hahahaa Liquor tu !! don play play...
the other was having a small BBQ gathering at my place... I invited Desmond, Edison and Jian win over. Was organized by my bro tho, coz most of his frens gonna leave brunei for UK sudah.. so yea... BBQ lor.....

NEW BAJUssss !! YEapppie !!

SINJANG KU BARU ! hahahahaa

tiring day

2009-09-12T16:15:00.002+08:00

Jobless

Emo? I think so...

2009-09-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

Even though I tried to act cool, my efforts were futile.
I thought I should just avoid it.
I realized that I had to change something.
Always running away is so lame.
I'm tired of these many lonely nights.
If you just realized it now it means you're not up to the standard yet!

Have You Ever felt like you lost your purpose in life?

2009-09-10T16:19:00.006+08:00

Have You Ever felt like you lost your purpose in life?

I feel that everyone has a purpose in life, like who they are or what they want to do. I thought I had mine figured out but recently things have changed and I feel lost. Misunderstanding between us getting more serious. Walls are getting thicker and then I still make believe that I am feeling better.

I don't want to know
I don't want to feel
I don't want to be
I don't want to sound crazy
I don't want to sound insane

Forcing myself to study so that I can make myself not to think about it? Good Idea? Hump..
But I can't take the pressure.Have you ever felt the same?Like you just need to run away

Some years ago I used to appreciate everything that is around me, no matter how shitty my life had been, everything amused me so easily, you may say that I am kinda shallow at that time but I really don't care. Strange, how things changed in such a short period of time. Maybe my aspects in life had changed, maybe my outlook in life wasn't the same, whatever it is, I'm not sure what it is and I don't get it!

Whenever I look around me I don't feel amuse anymore, things are just plain DEAD to me now and I rarely laugh or smile or even grin. I think I'm going nuts.Oh well, I guess that's part of growing up, right? Or maybe not. You know when people changed and you weren't aware of it, it's so difficult to catch up and I think that's whats happening to me right now. Everyone changed except me but how the hell should I know if they're the one who changed me or I changed them? I guess everybody's changing for some reason...time - changes people's heart and it WILL change even the closest best friend of yours. One moment they love you then the next they don't really care. You will wonder what the hell just happened? The saddest part is when nobody dares to answer your question because they're too busy with their own lives to even remember who the fuck you are to them.

I feel exactly the same as most of you people do, We, who suffers the same cruel fate. I guess time has something to do with it, I guess fate was responsible for it but whatever it is, it just doesn't feel so right and to be quite honest, it hurts like hell. I know I can carry on... believe me I can move on but there are times where you can't avoid to remember the things that were once your life, your memory... and I guess that's the bitterness of "changing"and I know the fact that no one stays the same. Time can heal but time cannot repair what is already broken. Trust me, the scars won't go away and whenever you reminisce about the past, try to remember that even though there are tears and sorrow, there's still once were laughter and love. But I'm willing to forget about the scar. That's enough for me to hold on to... being love and hate was enough for me. At least I made a big impact on someone else's life and that's enough for me. Who am I to them? If they look back... they will remember me this way. I've always been this way and I guess... I didn't change that much.

Maybe guys nowadays are getting sissy and sissier than 20 years ago. Like What DJ Izan had said the other day. Guys want others to understanding their feeling? Hahaaaa....

when the heavy journey's done, I'll rest my weary head.For the world and it's colours will be mine

Carry on till tomorow, there's no reason to look back Carry on, carry on, carry on !!
FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS ON LIFE !! Yeapppieee Yapppppy Yahuuuuuuuuuu

Time

2009-08-30T10:07:00.001+08:00

Oh man !! On 27th Aug, I thought I would have 4 days to revise for my chemistry paper 5, and I'm happy for that but then I don't make use of it. I spent in on outing and doing unnecessary things. Always like that one I dont know why. Who to blame? blame myself.

When I was young time didn't enter my mind but now that I've grown old,time passes so fast! sadly I have begun to realize.Most of my earth life is behind. My friend Rahman is leaving soon. Though he had came back to Brunei about 3 weeks ago, but then it feels like just yesterday and leaving the next day. I feel very sorry to him, as most of us could not accompany him going around chilling, playing and what-so-ever. Due to the exam most people facing. I knew him earlier through games but we never talk to each other as we are not that close. but I'm much more closer with his twins brother(Rahim) and when Rahman came back, his the one actually started a conversation with me and I found out he's such a funny and funky guy. But overall it's fun to have such a good friend. hahaha.

Rahman the Kambeeeng, if you happen to read my blog, I'm gonna tell you something here. Hahaha I asked you what things you like right the other day? and you told me that whatever I give as long as i'm sincere you will like it kan? Fizah gave me a suggestion.She asked me to buy you boxer. What do you think about it? Hahaha? Size? S,M,L? I'm not gonna buy that ! it feels so weird man to buy your friend an underwear !! but when I think of it right, I should buy you Condoms or Sanitary pad. Is'nt that good enough? HAHA !! It would be a such a sad day to most of us as your leaving but on the other side we wouldn't lose to you. We will work hard to get good results too ! Just hope that everything goes well for what we have planned. Unless God, forbid. I would like to apologize to you if I ever hurt your feeling in such a way that being annoying or sarcastic over certain things. Sorry yea ! Take care !

Tuesday Plan
I'm having my chemistry practical at 8 am and it ends around 9.15am
Right after that I need to buy Ahem2 for Rahman
around 3.30pm, I have to skip my maths tuition. and go to pick yazid up at Kiulap
the rest of the plan = yazid's decision

Antah ey what wrong with my mind. Suddenly thinking of something and I feel like typing something saja saja...

when it comes to the topic friends. It's such a complicated things to talk. there's neither wrong or correct. Some how it's just our opinions. Everything takes time. Friends came and leave just like that through out our life time. To understand a person feelings, thoughts, behaviours and attitudes take time. "the longer the period the better" it's what I think most of you gonna say that. But somehow certain people being with someone for such a long period. They couldn't tell what their close one thinking about.

When you come to think of it. If something had happened splitted each one of us and leaving scars on most of us and I'm sure that no one wants this to happen right? But things always doesnt happen like what you have planned. Most of the time or should I say always? gonna be ruined because of something. usually because of too much judgement on someone. Until all the good side of a person covered by the bad things of he/she had done. apa kata pepatah telah menyatakan, " terlepas perahu dapat dibalikkan, terlepas kata nyawa jadi taruhan" but at the same time this also came into the line " terlepas perahu dapat di lajak, terlepas kata hati binasa"

when someone is hurt, it takes time for them to heal and when someone is angry of course they will said something really bad depending on how deep is their wound and the period of recovering and cooling takes time. When we come to think about it again. Someone has to make the first step. When one party had already stepped out the first step,Who's the one being ego? Who's the one refused to? Like Trish Thuy Trang song- Only time well tell. If problems have happened for such a long time, I'm sure that you could see that who's the one willing to forgive and who doesn't. who wanna be friends again and who doesn't. Body languages can tell.

Or maybe God wants it that way. It's really hard to tell the way it will be.only time will tell the way that it goes. we just never know the way it flows Whether we will see another day.Life is full of endless mysteries.But we have to be strong, stronger and have to learn, learn to let it goes.

Ey guys don't take too serious bout what I type above yah.. bout my thoughts.... im just boring and trying to express what's in my mind xD... take it easy....

I'd dream a simple dream but things arent what they seem when passions fade away the memories made us stayed.I still see how we use to be. Somewhere in time, our was fine, but then the months and days just kept passing by I still holding on to somewhere in time.

Nuclear Bombs for Tits

2009-08-28T00:27:00.001+08:00

Guess what I found on the Net News... !! Funny muccch ..... Hahahaha

Hiatus Mode

2009-08-22T20:26:00.005+08:00

As most of you knew that Mdians just gonna start their Mock exam this Monday which is 24th August 2009.

So I wish all my Friends ( Not-so-close friends and Haters ) Good luck and do your very best for you exam.

REnzo THE CEO OF THIS BLOG IS DECLARING BLOG OF EMERGENCY !!
HIATUS MODE
ACTIVATED !!

* Alarm Ringing *
"Iuuu Iuuu Eeeeer Iuuu Iuuu Eeeeer "

I could go on forever, but that would be a boring post. Ah, damn I forgot what I was going to say…I need inspiration! There is some funny birds making funny noises outside my window, thought you might want to know, you didn’t? Well too bad, now you know.

I should be studying but I can’t be bothered! Damn A-level and its evilness, I mean who cares if you fail an exam, and your parents are running after you with an axe. Ok, so we don’t have an axe, mainly because cutting trees is bad, we have heaters that work with electricity! What is electricity you ask? I’m not going to bother answering that question; I am beyond such trivial matters.

Anyway, bye readers, ahaha, who am I kidding, I have no readers! How do I get readers? Oh who cares, I'm not writing for them, I'm writing for myself. Sorry, who am I apologizing for then? I believe I am going a bit, ever so slightly crazy...

Happy 18th Birthday Desmond !!

You're Legal Now !!
Can't wait to see 3386
on action !

The Greatest Love Of All By George Benson

2009-08-02T12:47:00.001+08:00

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I'll live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

Pelumpong Island Part 1

2009-07-31T14:59:00.005+08:00

Message to : Elyn and Ryu, Finally I updated my blog. Sorry yah.
Short talk : Exam is just round the corner!! I'm so NOT confident with my maths !! But I'm quite confident with my Accounting. Hmph... My maths might improved in a short time I guess only if I received a cheering message from this particular orang xD

About 3-4 weeks ago, I visited Pelumpong Island together with my AIDS council mate together with Datalish members by the invitation via facebook. Stayed in Brunei for almost 19 years, I didn't know that this Island exist in Brunei. So immediately asked Anderson, Rahim, Fizah and Jianwin them whether they wanna join the camping or not. Jian Win wanted to join but then you know him la... he changes his mind very easily so in the end only Anderson managed to accompany me to go there. =)

We were told to meet up at Serasa Sports Complex, At Muara @ 4pm. Kind of rushing that day. from Bandar to Muara. I'm not familiar with the place if Anderson wasn't around to help me look at those "sign board" I could have lost T_T. We reached there around 4.20pm. It was a bad whether that day. Keep on raining. But at the same time we got a good experience there. Serasa Sports complex was awesome. There's a restaurant named " Santai Restaurant " Santai means Relax. I love the Fried Noodles really delicious ! They also provide karaoke service at $0.50 per song ! Nice surrounding ! We sang, Agnes Monica- Matahariku, ST12- Saat Terakhir, Jangan Pernah Berubah and some oldies from Salim.

Peraduan Mari Bergambar~

Waiting................

KARAOKE !!
( Actually I have the pictures outside the restaurant, some how those pictures corrupted after I burnt the into the CDs

Wandy the vice president of AIDS council told us that, we will be leaving Sports complex abit late because the Owner of the board was unable to move his boat due to the rain. So will waiting we started with the Ice Breaking. Introduce ourself and played some games. Like guessing the words that are trying to pass to us via Body Action.

Ice Breaking Session

We were expecting catch the Sunset during that time but we failed to see such a beautiful scenary as the Bad whether ruined it. Soon or later, the boat arrived about 6pm? Kind of late already I know. So we all went down and set off. Basically the journey takes about 15-20 minutes.

Pushing the boat out.

Uncle, Lenna, Me,Zakiah,Diyana and Nublun

So when everyone arrived, The captain of this camping, named himself as "Uncle" asked us to set up campfires, for the female whilst the guys were to create " Toilet " by digging deep hole somewhere far from us. But before that Doa Selamat was read so ensure or safety. When everyone done their task, we surrounded the camp fire doing numerous things such as Campfire story, singing,Jokes,IQ-questions and etc. Everyone were having fun. Non of us can resists Wandy Dirtiest-Disgusting-ness Story. I'll tell u the story when I'm free `cause I don't quite remember how the story begin. It takes time =p hahahaa....

Enjoy the Photos below... Part 2 will be coming soon.... ps. More pictures coming soon.... or just check out my facebook for more wonderful pictures taken by me =)

CAPTURING ALL BEAUTIFUL SCENARIOS !!

CAMPFIRE STORIES !!
FULL MOON

BBQ MASH MELLOW !! CRISPY MAN !! NYuuuum

ME, LENNA, JIMMY, ANDERSON

Pelumpong Island..... Short Brief..

2009-07-12T00:13:00.005+08:00

I regarded the world as such a sad sight Until I viewed it in black and white at Pelumpong Island.The shinny Stars sparkling at a fixed motion attracted me Cuz I am so far from where you are,Creepy Milkish Moon made me reviewed every frame and basic shape of world.I was unraveled by the mystery of sea breeze! T_T the wave motion made us happy like the shades of May when we got carried away..Thank You our Mother Nature !!

Update coming soon...... Monday Or Tuesday kali.. haha..... Stay tune

Consumer Fair @ ICC

2009-07-01T02:00:00.012+08:00

Hey Guys I'm back to serious blogging now. Sorry for those dummy updates yah. Actually I got lots of thing to update. Just that I felt really really lazy to do so. Wanted to update about school sport's day, Ict Club Beach outing, ICC consumer fair and etc.

Finally I made up my mind ! HAHA

Mind you Lots of picture down there.....

Actually, I never thought that I would come here. I was doing my homework at home that day 28th June, then I checked my facebook and got the news about the extended school holiday which was comfirmed " Grins "

Apa lagi? homework pushed aside, Shower-Put on my clothes- VROooooooom TO ICC !! HAHA

when I reached there, I parked my mobile outside Indoor Stadium, where there'were free "shutter" transporting us uphill. " To those lazy bum bum like me "

Okay guys let the pictos do the talking, in between I'll said something or talk about dos pictures.. XD

" Claps "

SAWADI-KAP !!-from me
SAWAKI-KA- from them

talking bout this thai fair, first thing in my mind = TOURISM !!

Novels related to Islamic teachings...

Those Props, baggies, wallets doesn't attract me at all....

DREAM CONES !! I wanted to eat actually but I felt that kind of pricy and small in portion lagi tu ! so I went for KINGSTON Icy ki lim... HAHA Yam yam yam... slurpieee man....

Tropical fruits from Thailand
Lychee, Jambu, Durian, Longan, Dates etc

Bah the purpose of me coming to ICC actually I'm having duty there which is taking care of the booth, the Brunei Darussalam Aids Council. I thought we got lots of things to do actually but ended up nothing much, because I came late which was around 4.30 or 5 pm during that time. After visiting each booth around the fairs, I headed to our booth. Everyone seem to be very tired, lepak around those sofa, vaining, sleeping. some of us even headed to the North side of out booth. The foodcourt !!

This is how our booth look like XD. the HIV/AIDS Awareness Booth !!
as you know the purpose of the booth already right? as usual. nothing much to talk about.
just how Aids/HIV infected, how to prevent it and etc

Poster... drawings...

HAHA !! sorry for my bad drawing =p

online at ICC !! FACEBOOK !! hahaha checking further news bout the extended holidays

Right next to our booth, there was a room, which is all about drugs " Penyalahguna dadah thingy"

NDA !! NDA !! u guys can check out the ads from RTB bout the " NDA" very lame ah !

Favourite c Faiz ni...

Talking bout this pic.. I was like WTF?!! is this? after asking the Biro orang.
She told me that, dos drug " sucker " they're way too smart ! TOO creative !! invented this stupid car to help them... menagih dadah.... avoid people attention.
as u can see there's kind of "bulb" and tube there....

Achmed Ashley

Vaining mission ! Dy, Jaz, Mahirah,Ajib

I bought Beef Burger !

Dy,

The Magic Mop- From malaysia.....

hahahaha !! she's cute don u think so? " Cough2 "
actually didnt point the vacuum at me at first. I was taking her candid photo, skali she saw me holding the camera facing her and she posed that ! haha wanna suck m me in T_T

DJ Izan !! XD My No.1 Pilihan FM, 95.9FM DJ !!

After walking here and there with the gang... around 7.45pm, we were asked to drag some public who wore red colour shirt to join us to our booth there having " Dance for Life " and " making Red Ribbon Human Chain"

Can you spot where am I?

lapas atu Wandy, the vice president of BDAC asked us whether do we wanna do the Freezing thingy here for a cause? every hell yeah excited

if not mistaken the cause was " Time will never stop - Time have to move on so that more people are aware of the AIDS/HIV. Only time have to move on to ensure that the Stop of the AIDS/HIV spreading.. something like that la.. but u guys kalau rajin dapat check Monday or Sunday Borneo bulletin !

after a few practices around our booth, we headed to the plenary hall

then we scattered around, and signal was given everyone froze. DJ Izan was around us ! she so banggang-ed, like surprise of shocked of us sudden not moving la ! lots of people surrounding us taking pictures, recording videos with the WTH reaction O____O !!

After about 5 minutes we " Unfreeze " and left just like that, skali DJ Izan chased us asked us to come back and questioned us what the purpose of us do it. so the above picture show our vice president, Wandy, explaining the cause of us doing it to Izan

and DJ Izan, said she got an idea ! which is asked us to gather around making a circle, and she started to count 1 2 3 and ask us to walk around and she said FREEZE !! so we froze with her la.. hahaha! she wanna njoy fun jua wa !

gambar ane lawa yo... kepisan ku ketawa..

suara dengarkanlah aku
apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

(Relate the Above picture with the lyric)

After that we attacked the Thai Consumer Fair section. there were cars display.. then every1 started to open the car doors, naikan the wiper.... and masuk krita duduk... macam nada... orang yg incharge atu marah.... he walked towards us skali we all nda garak2 ea terkajut.... kepisan kan ku ketawa tapi nda ku ketawa.. tahan saja... hahaha.... skali kami unfreeze.... haha cali la.... banyak g gambarnya arah facebook ku... check sia kamu sana....

Next ~Attacked the Cyber Game ~
around 10.30 sudah ICC kan tutup, we all went to " kedai makan Kuning" which is located opposite side of New Maktab Sains- Simpang 86

makan-minum...... talking2 brabis.. main teka-teki dari 11.00pm-12.00am... fun jua la...

Shall we go? haha!! balik rumah.....

Bah that's all about ICC, sorry for my bad english..... trying to improve..... but I think most of u don bother to read 1 .. meliat gambar saja... wtv makes u happy la... bah till then.....

Check Saja facebook ku for more gambar... ane random picking sana... byk gambar lwa2 rah sana

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS EXTENDED

2009-06-27T16:46:00.001+08:00

ANOTHER WEEK OF HOLIDAYS !! COMFIRMED
check out the news tonight at RTB !!

My College teachers said that......

Tho holiday extended ! forget to do unfinished homeworks ! no more excuses !! revise for ur exam !! HAHAHAHAHA

2009-06-26T15:51:00.004+08:00

TO MD-IANS

Date:	Monday, June 29, 2009
Time:	6:00am - 8:00am
Location:	Dining Hall

Medical Check on:

Date: 29th June 2009 (Monday)
Time: Early Morning before registration (it's a MUST!! ASAP after arriving to school)
Venue: Dining Hall (Nobody's will be allowed to go up unless you're already been screened)
Others: NO INJECTIONS!! just a normal temperature check.

Please be note that:

Those students who are sick at the moment are advised to stay at home.
And for those who had gone to the infected country during the holiday especially after 23rd June, you are advised to stay at home for 7 days.

Masks will be given for those who's checking and being afflicted.
The Screening will be done by SA and Prefects.

Last but not Least

Go to www.brudirect.com vote for extend the holidays. The Vote poll located at Bottom Right of the Page.

Greetings from Azmi

2009-06-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

Ey Guys, sorry yeaaa... Azmi asked me to krim salam rah kamu but aku lupa gtau kamu ah.. sorry brabis... time atu.. tani smua busy with AS exam.. yatah... so bawah ane.. ngambar c Azmi time ku webcam with him... hahahaha he's doing fine there...... eat well ... sleep well... study well.... Shit man... he shaved his head bald again... last time rambutnya panjang brabis ah.... im not sure u guys nampak tau nda.. check facebooknya sia.. hahaha..

bah atu saja aku sampaikn.. lau ada news nya ku gtau kamu....

Friends Do Not Read Minds.

2009-06-17T14:28:00.001+08:00

Written by Joy Stevens....

If you are going to grow a friend, you must discard or break your crystal ball!

Why?

No one can read your mind. You can't read anyone's mind.

The person who thinks, "If you really liked me, you could read my mind" can not have an adult relationship with another person.

All of us would like our friends to be so attuned to us that they know our moods and our needs instinctively.

That rarely happens and never happens with any consistency. No one will ever be able to meet your needs if they don't know what your needs are.

It is true that you take risks when you let your needs be known. You may be turned down and hurt. However, when you are expecting your friends to read your mind and satisfy your needs without your input, you are going to be disappointed and hurt without your friends ever knowing why.

This is a common fallacy of friendships and even marriages. When asked if he had told his wife he wanted her to ride bicycles with him, one husband snapped, "Of course I didn't tell her. After all these years of marriage, she should know!"

The sad thing is she will probably never know unless he tells her.

So, tell your friends and lovers what you want and what you need. Otherwise you will be stuck in infantile relationships that can never grow to be "Best friends".

JAPEM-Hari Keluarga 2009

2009-06-15T12:38:00.001+08:00

2009-06-10T19:18:00.003+08:00

Finally my exam is over. I thought am I gonna happy for that. In fact, I feel much more stress er than before. Freaking bloody hell exam !! Screwed all the papers. I am worrying about my result ah !! cemana ni ?!! :(

11th June 2009 - Having party with my Maths classmates @ 12.15pm
11th June 2009 - Going over Afizah place? Yes?No? not sure yet. She's having open house
12th June 2009 - Planned to go Hospital for donating blood
13th June 2009 - Invited by Fiezah Nurul to her Belated Bday party @ her place,7.30pm+
14th June 2009 - ICT club picnic at Berakas Forest Reserve, Knockers organized it too! same place, same time. Actually I wanted to ask Rahim and Fizah to go along as well, but I failed to ask them. We all seem to be very busy and nada time to talk or discuss about it. Really hard to see them around MD lately. So I asked Ching instead.
15th June 2009 - Chemistry Extra class
19th June 2009 - Hello Kitty Fantastical Adventure !! Wanted to go so badly. I read the news from Ranoadidas that, they're giving GREAT DISCOUNT !!
20- XXth June 2009 - Finish off homeworks, revising for test and bla bla bla..

Hello Kitty's Fantastical Adventure Preview from Simpur on Vimeo.

CHEM AS EXAM

2009-06-07T18:43:00.003+08:00

Ah Fuck tomorrow is my Chemistry AS exam !! damn man !! I'm so nervous !! Lack of revision !! keep spending my sweet time playing computer, downloading those movies which I failed to watch last time. Damn. Have been doing Past papers a few months !! and tired of doing it already. Being so jobless, not really jobless jua la. just that, I spent 12 hours yesterday for doing last minutes work.

Summarized my 4 Inches Thick Chemistry Notes into Half-Inch booklet !! ha ha! it took me 12 hours+ crazy much. Bah I gotta go now, chemistry papers waiting for me!! All the best Chemistry Student !! Jia you !!

Cover

Contents

I'm sorry to you, you, you,you, you and you for not layan-ing or pay much attention on you people lately. Sorry for that. Everything gonna be same soon? I think.. no promises, I think I'll be away from Brunei for a week or more during holiday. Planning to do something that time. So incase I'm not updating anything or you cannot reach me by phone. That's mean I'm dead =D

you move on; I move on =)

2009-06-05T18:18:00.002+08:00

ICT CLUB PICNIC

Venue: Berakas Forest Reserve
Date: 14th June 2009
Time: 7.30am - 4.30pm
Entrance Fee: B$6.00 only

To those who are interested, please come to the ICT Lab to list down your name, everyone can join this picnic [as long as you pay B$6 (:] Priority to the ICT Club Members, ITPs & Computing Students.

The activities are: Ice-Breaking, Amazing Race, Flag War, Foot Race, Magical Box and Teamwork Activity.

The entrance fee payment will be on 10th June 2009, see the ICT's AJKs at the ICT Lab 2 at 2.00pm - 2.30pm.

*p/s: Please bring extra clothes and you're welcome to bring any foods if you wish to*
Thank You :D

I'm joining the fun !! U guys going kah?

Title-less

2009-06-04T18:37:00.005+08:00

We all make mistakes. I know, I make my share of mistakes everyday. I have found that people are more prone to point out your mistakes than they are to praise you for what you are doing right. If you are not careful, you may start to think that your life is a mistake, which can lead to feelings of hatred towards yourself and others.

I know my strengths and weakness and I am going to make more mistakes, but I can't let the mistakes get to me. I know it sounds simple and it will take work, but when you make a mistake, learn from it and move on.

Why do I hate myself? - There could be any number of reasons. There were times I hated who I was and wanted to change myself so I could be like everyone else.

Then one day I realized that I am not like everyone else. I am me, so I set out to be me and I soon found that I no longer hated myself. I did not take the things that happened to me so personally anymore. I do not know if it will work for you, but isn't it worth a shot?

I know there will be some difficulties, some challenges await me in future. I'm aware that there always be a price to pay for our decision. But I think all of us face their own problems too, don't you? And I have God who has helped me in various way.

_______

Chemistry papers left !! T_T

this sunglasses came all the way from New Zealand !! My cousin came back for vacation and she had bought me this !! Keewwlzz XD.

2009-06-02T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, I joined the School magazine cover.... designed it for few hours... hmmm.... surely cannot win.... so many strong opponents like Ana and Chee seng... argh.......

need to thank them alot... Anderson, Chee seng and also Chub for the comments over my design... really appreciate it.... XD

2009-06-01T15:50:00.001+08:00

想一个人静静 ... another old draft file

2009-05-30T15:15:00.000+08:00

wo hai shi xiang huo zai yi ge ren de shi jie...wo zong shi bei pao qi de yi ge , sui ran bei ___ n ___ hen hao...dan shi 3 ge ren , yii ge zong hui bei pao qi , wo bu ren xin min bei pao qi...wo rang ta!!! jiu zhe yang , wo zong shi hen ji mo , bi sai dang tian , wo yi ge ren zai hou mian , guan xin wo de jin ran shi ___ de ren , girl guide de ren...fan er yi ge zi ji de hao peng you hao bu li hui ...hui le , wo ye shi bei pao qi !!!

ru guo bu shi yin wei wo de wu hui , huo xu wo bu hui you jin ji de gen ni liao tian...jiu xiang ping chang ren yi yang , gen zi ji de peng you shuo hua...dan neng cha jue dao wo he ta yi jing chuan dao hen duo zhi dao , bi jing wo men hai hui shi peng you mah?, zhi shi peng you!!! girl guide de ren you xie sui ran jiang wo shi ' liang sao '...dan qi ma bu hui bu shuang...suo yi jue de ta men hai bu cuo , dan bei wo qin er ting jian you yi ge hou bu jiang wo men !!! zhen de chao bu shuang , zao zhi hui zhe yang , wo ning ke bu yao ___ zhe me xin ku , wei de shi shen me.!!!...

zai zhe ge ren zhang zhong, ye rang wo zhi dao peng you yong yuan shi zi shi de , you shi le ta zhi hui zai yi pang kai xin , bu guan ni de qing kuang hao hai shi huai...huo xu tian xia jian mei you jue dui de peng you , cheng le hao peng you , jiu hui kan jian ta de que dian yue lai yue duo...wo yi jing ti yan le hen duo ci..

zhi xiang zai zi ji de shi jie li guo , ke yi he zi ji tan de lai de peng you shuo hua , bu yao you suo wei de hao peng you...zhen de hen lei!!!

draft post

2009-05-28T15:10:00.003+08:00

zui jin zen me gen yi qian yi yang le , yi zhi bei jiang wo , plz !!! bai tuo lah...bu yao zai luan luan jiang le...wo mei you!!! hao pa hui bian hui yi qian yi yang...

pa !!! pa !!!
pa shen me?? bu zhi dao...bu dong...

zhi you yi ge yao qiu...bu yao zai hu yan luan yu le...pls!!! ta shi ta , wo shi wo...bu yao che zai yi qi...bu yao luan luan jiang...hao pa zai ci bei ta ting jian...dan shi dang peng you zai jiang shi , ta dou shi hui zai wo shen pian chu xian...shi peng qiao ma??hai shi...

bu yao !bu yao !bu yao!!! pa rang ta ting jian , wo hen mei mian zhi...sui ran ni biao mian mei shen me , dan wo hen mei mian zhi...jiu suan shi hao peng you , wo men ye mei yong qi xiang bi chi shuo qing chu...zhe zhi shi yi ge yue ding...

na tian hari merentas desa , gen krs,girl guide,scout...gu zai tong yi ge place..'C4' ..er qie shi gen ta 1group..dan ta mei ci dou qu dou feng de , chou de...haha !!! bi jing gen _____ ta men hui bi jiao hao , jiu ou er zan zai yi qi jiang hua lohh...wo shuo hen re , ta na shu bang wo shan feng , ta kan dao le...lian bian le...haiz.!! bu shi shen me lahh , jiu shi yi ge friend ba le mahh...haha...

jiu na tian gen ta liao , jiang dao tou fa..."ta shuo hen hao kan , suo yi bu jian"...chao hao xiao ....appletel bei ta cool dao ah...haha...qi shi ru guo bi qi jy , ta que shi mei bi jy li hai jiang hua , dan gen ta liao tian ...k lah...ou er jiang hua hui hen hao xiao de !!

anyways , ke yi ren shi bi chi shi da jia de yuan fen...ou!! ying gai bu shi jiao yuan fen lohh...jiu k lahh...

It hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

2009-05-06T19:27:00.004+08:00

Now that I have found you, it is time to put this miracle into words.

Let me explain something first. I don't believe that I am a complete human, for I am unable to speak out my our feelings or come to grip with it, and I find myself incapable of loving others. I have been abandoned, betrayed and left behind, and this has made me deficient of confidence and courage. I have been having insomniac nights trying to figure out what I am living for, and I could not come up with any decent answers.

Then of course you came into my life. Actually you've been there for sometime, but always as a distance star, so far away yet shining brightly It was not until recently that our worlds started to resonate, and mine was turned upside down. I was completely enthralled by your charming smile, by your innocent personally, by you! You were like the perfect women in my own sense of terms, and I found myself attracted to you in a way that defied all my unsecurties. I love your gullibility, your ability to share your honest thoughts, the touch of your hands and lips and everything else about you.

You have liberated my soul, and I wish that I could do the same for you. Whether fate wants us to be together I really don't care, all I know is that I have found that someone I have been waiting for my whole life, and I am not about to let go. Not being able to accompany you is one of the hardest things in life, but since you've given me such an assuring answer, I will make this promise to you: I am yours for life. I know what I'm living for now, you have made me complete again.

You are my sun now.

No this is not a love letter. This is just my confession.

Special Olympic Fun Raising at National Stadium

2009-05-04T20:31:00.011+08:00

Yesterday 3rd Of May 2009, was the opening of Special Olympics Brunei Darussalam's Fundraising Charity Bazaar at Brunei National Stadium.

Couple of days before the event held, number of meetings was announced by the Pyro Club, Hijrah Club, JAPEM and also BDAC( Brunei Darussalam Aids Council) regarding the above matter. Assigning us things that we have to do during that day.

Fast-Forward to 3rd of May...
I woke up early in Morning around 5.30Am. But slacked on my bed till approximately 6.10 then got out from my bed. Checking my Msn, facebook and etc. And then someone messaged me and asked me to bring Ice block because her Ice that she made "failed". I was like WTF?! why don't she tell me earlier? I could have make it lastnight. Where to find Ice now?! The first thing appeared in my mine was to go over Hopson's convenient store to buy it. Unfortunately, It was closed. So I asked JongHao to go to the Indian Convenient Shop instead. Luckily it was open.

Oh yah forgot to mention, JongHao offered me for a ride to Stadium and on our way to stadium using high-way. There was a car, blue suzuki. Four wheel facing the Sky. I suspect that he drove too fast during the Sudden downpour at 7.20AM.( Unlucky to those people joined the walkaton- "Becoming Swimming Chicken" )

When I reached Stadium with him, we looked for our booth. Gdah, Irza, Hajah were already there followed by Elyn and other. Hajah's mum being very very supportive, She almost brought all her house over. HAHA. We then started to prepare burger arranging and etc. and I met Rano( Ranoadidas's owner) for the first time. Haha!!

Soon or later, the Participants of the walkaton arrived. Followed by the arrival of Her Royal Highness Princess 'Azemah Ni'matul Bolkiah. She gave some golden speech to the public and the Bazaar Ceremony officially started.

HRH Princess Azemah ( Black Shirt )

Speeeeding..... at 120km/hr

Got my face painted !! and Met number of old friends of mine. It was really my day yesterday. I joined the Food Eating Competition TWICE and I WON TWICE. HAHA. Won the gift sponsored by The Body Shop. One of my gift I gave to Someone.

Carmen with Dragon Arm!!

Overall the event was fun la. Nothing much to say. I'll upload some pictures taken yesterday and I'm waiting people to pass me the pictures they took using their camera.

Ulam, Timun and Belacan. One of the food challenge. I didn't join this. I joined the 1 eating an apple and an egg 1. I don't have my pictures yet
This's the girl won the challenge among the rest !! Congrats HAHA !!
Picture was taken from Here

with this face ah !! I accidentally made a kid cried when I wanted to give her a balloon >.<" I forgotten that my face look scary after painting.

( Irza, Nelson's bro, Elyn, Chub )
They're so cruel !! 4 Against one guy !! Smack his face with Cream.. HAHAHAAHA !! I'll upload the video soon.1 They were two of them, another partners of him. Both of them were really famous among the girls. Most of the girls went there to smack their face. haha. They were selling Nachos and Drinks. any purchase get to smack with Cream or pay 1 dollar coupon for 1 smack !
Joven Chub Me Ching

Guess who isit?! ( Joven and Carmen )

Ohyah !! I almost lupa !! there was a booth where we can meet the DPMM footballer. I wanted to buy the Jersey which cost BND 45 but I only brought 10 dollars yesterday sigh.. If not I could have get the autograph that signed on the Jersey!! God Damn it!

I'm Jobless edited my own pic.

And I here by Represent, the Committees , Volunteers Thank You All for being Supportive towards this event. We really Appreciate it. Thanks once again !!

2009-05-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys Check out this Videeeeo !! Funny !!!

November DOOM

2009-04-28T20:38:00.002+08:00

A Dirge Of Sorrow

Bury my face in rotten love once sweet
Engulfed in kisses of utmost devotion

My conscience tells me to leave it all behind
As I wander into a world of heartache

To remember once, a life shared by two
In the midnight air, the love was ours

To my surprise, It's now only mine
As my blind eyes sparkle in twilight...Alone

Now I speak to your grave in a childish voice
As a burning passion entwines me

An elephant caught in the spiders web
I'm at a loss without you

I rest my head upon your stone
And caress engravings of thought

All that's left is remembrance of life
Is it to late to say good-bye?

Randomssssss

2009-04-26T20:01:00.006+08:00

2009-04-22T19:12:00.008+08:00

Hey readers, I'm back. I'm really really sorry for not updating because I'm really Busy lately. Most from school work. Guess what? daily routines morning till afternoon 5 Pm studying.

June A Level Exam around the corner already and my revision still not enough. Yet I joined so many activities this year. How Horrible I am. Karate,Pyro,BDAC,Hijrah Club, JAPEM, HEU Cadet. Haha !! Freakin crazy ya know? hmm..

And I donno why, lately I'm behaving kind of weird but I donno how to express it out.. the Mood like suddenly up from the hill and then in a split second, in dropped down to the foot of the hill. You get me? I must be thinking too much unneccessary things. Hopefully, I can "cut off " this habit? Can I? Yes? No?

Guess What Every Saturday I'm having Chemistry AS paper 2 test. We were tested 3 times already and my results show no improvement. 28/60 three times in a row. Careless mistakes everywhere. Like what Ms Atul commented on my recent test lately. " Your Carelessness Always Bring You Down " and also Mr Singh said to me that I have a good brain but I didn't use it wisely, carelessness everywhere. Not only both of them said that. Ms Shikha also said that today. HAHA

Oh yea... I finished my Counselling course lately ! Mind you its only 5 lesson and its totally F.O.C ! which was Organized by Brunei Darussalam Aids Council ( BDAC). The courses were really fun ! I enjoyed it ! I made new friends! I was freaking " Dull " before joining it.. but after attending it. I found out who I am, and it's better to be myself than being someone else. Finding out others personalities and etc.

picture taken from Borneo Bulletin Website

It was my first time being a voluenteer to help others who need " Special Help " I don't really remember when was it but it was recently. Have you heard the " Brunei Local Special Olympic " when you looked at them, you will felt how fortunate you're, be grateful for what you have. They might be blind, deaf or anything. But guess what? Their behaviour were thousand times better than the teenager out there. They really respect people, friendly, cheerful and etc. Mind you, they can even do something that you can ! seriously no kidding. Guess what? they can even run faster than a normal people. I felt so satisfied when helping, ensure that they're safe and their health are okay. Responsibility must be there ! Very important.. hahaha

ni C Rahim ah ! Bangga Arsenalnya manang dat day...my patient during that day. Aku jadi Medic ah.. haha !

You people can add me up at Facebook I use REn Lee as my name there. There're more pictures over there regarding BDAC courses and also JAPEM activities..

Last Saturday, Nazrin messaged me asking me whether I wanna go Jerudong park or not Gary's gonna pick us up. Together with Huzai, Kevin( Gary's cousin came to Brunei all the way from Canada), Billy ( Gary's Bro) , Nazrin and Desmond. We went there around 8pm+ and went home around 1Am+.

Kevin and I

Nothing much over there.... Played Merry-Go-Round and Go Kart for the first time ... then supper....Huzai and I playing the Twisted-SlideGo Kart!!
Chick Tail !! Nyummy!!

So all and all, perhaps the saddest person of the night wasn't Kevin.

It was Desmond !!

Agree?!!

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till next update =p ~Ciaao~

2009-04-13T19:13:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating....

New post coming soon.....

2009-03-22T13:08:00.001+08:00

Aku nak minta maaf kepada teman-teman semua,
Aku tidak pandai untuk memenangi hati dan membuat kan kamu semua senang hati dgn diri ini, aku juga tidak pandai untuk berkata –kata. Juga tidak pandai untuk berkarya. tetapi aku akan berusaha untuk terus untuk mencapainya.

kita ingat kita berseorangan, tapi rupa-rupanya ada juga seseorang yang sentiasa bersedia, hendak mengadu masalah or isi hati... tapi bukan kerana dasar simpati.. tetapi atas dasar teman sejati…semua boleh…saling mengerti… terima kasih sahabat ku… bertuahnya saya sebab masih ada yang sayang dan kisah rah aku.........

Holiday? Sigh

2009-03-19T20:20:00.010+08:00

Happy Holidays Guys
Most of you Enjoying your holidays..
but me? Sigh

Shit man, there's two particular person D and B. D really really really hate B. D know D don't have the right to hate anyone. Who is D? That day D already told A that D gonna forgive B. D thought B learned his lesson. And D thought he's gonna stop jumping to the conclusion before getting all his facts right.

Again and again. B just don't realize it. Who's the one being coward that day? Yet that day, B went to X and said something to C. Without realizing that B done the same thing to D.

It wasn't D leaving T at E. And so B thought it was D but then it was someone else. And so the story goes on. By Bombarding D with something. D doesn't know anything until D passed by E and saw what B said about D. D was so frustrated . and wanted to leave T at E but he didn't. D wanted to kill B. But Killing B wasn't D jobs. So D lets the God to do it. F and G adviced D not to do silly things. D listened.

B always says " I just don't get it"
B always finds himself lost in thought - it's an unfamiliar territory
Are B really a human or an alien?
one advice to B
Never never ever look out of the window
People will think that it's Halloween !!

When they were giving out brains, I remember holding the door open for you. Why did you have to stand on a box ?

You were one of the first to get a brain, before they were perfected

But you did get a brain that day. The problem is that you should have asked for one to go

You got your brain very early. Apparently the warranty has run out.

When they were handing out brains you arrived too late, all you got was a rain check

They just ran out of brains by the time you got there, so they gave you a nice wood carving instead

When they were handing out brains, you were the first in the queue, and held the door open for the rest of us.

You didn't get a brain that day either. They were only handing them out to people who would use them

You got your brain first when they were handing them out in alphabetical order, A for "Aardvark"

ntg..

2009-03-10T20:43:00.004+08:00

I felt so uneasy just now. Should I apologize to BDM ? Missing the moments with BDM but BDM no longer around...

Hm... Why I care so much bout what people said?..

If only tears could solve problems.....

Personally Test

2009-03-10T20:04:00.003+08:00

Guys /Gals. Please comments whether is it true or not ya !!

What others see from your style

You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts

You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings

You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.

The last analysis

You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

2009-02-28T20:49:00.004+08:00

My eyes,my ears,my hands my face,my lips,my heart,my soul remembers you even when you form a smile.In my eyes,you are smiling.My mind erased you though.My heart emptied you out though.YOu’ve clearly been erased but even now it’s still no use.Though time is erasing your figure now and my mind that was filled with you is being emptied.

Though I empty my heart,My body remembers you.The memory.The more I erase it,the more vivid it gets.The memory.The more I hate it,it comes closer like a…

Is it breathing inside me?In the dark, when will it close its eyes?

Tomorrow is a new day, and I will sleep by the glow of the fireflies

hopefully I can cry no more.There are just so many things in this world that I want to do and become The happiest person in the world, that one person.Let it be me =p

I failed my test !! haha !! lols
If I'm free tomorrow I might update some pictures regarding the 25th National Day Celebration...

2009-02-27T15:17:00.010+08:00

I'm so fucking bad mood last night. You know that today and last night.. I'm gonna be sleepless... yet you came to me and ask me bout my blog entries. Why are you being so sensitive? I already told you that it is nothing to do with them. You're the one mention about it and yet you blame me back for mentioning it. You always said that I don't trust you. Honestly speaking, did you trust me at the first place? It's impossible for a person to trust another person 100%.

I have learned my lesson, unlike last year... I trusted someone so much yet I got betrayed. What's the point putting so much hope and sadness on one person? Secret means something should remain hidden from others. If u share a secret to a friend of yours end up the whole friends of you knowing it. I'm not angry or blaming anything. I just want you to understand it. If I wanna tell, you don't have to ask about it. I'll automatically tell you.

Why bother so much burden to yourself with people thoughts and feelings? I seriously have enough of it. Like what you have said, you don't wanna care about it and don't wanna think about it. So try your best not to think so much.... I know it's easy to say it but hard to do it. At least you tried it. I'm still trying my best to get over it.....

To you Elyn, If you read whatever I typed there, I just wanna tell you that I'm not angry or anything. Just that, I felt very pissed off when I tell people the truth and they don't believe you.....

Good friends are like stars.
You don't always see them
but you know they're there!
Thank You Very Much !
I'm glad and very appreciate that you're a friend of mine unless you think I'm not.
and If you got offended by what I typed here and I'm sorry for being rude to you.....

* Persistent sad, anxious, or "empty" mood
* Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism
* Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness
* Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed
* Decreased energy, fatigue, being "slowed down"
* Difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions
* Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
* Appetite and/or weight loss
* Thoughts of death or suicide
* Restlessness, irritability
* Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and chronic pain.

2009-02-26T20:10:00.004+08:00

Entah mengapa saat ini aku sangat ingin menangis terus… bukan kerana aku cengang.. entah aku sendiri juga bingung, sebenarnya apa yang aku risaukan.. apakah ujianku? apakah masa depanku? apa kah aku sekarang yang lagi ga ada kesibukan sehingga berfikiran yang macam-macam… aku bingung.. benar-benar bingung..... aahhh~

hari ni aku terasa mendung saja dalam hati. mungkin juga ini semua adalah kesan dari rentetan kejadian yang berlaku pada minggu lepas. itulah antara sebab mengapa aku diam saja.. aku nada mood langsung nak memblog sebab fikiran aku penuh dengan kisah dan nasib mereka...

Last week aku mendapat / menerima 3 berita yang menyedihkan aku. biarpun berita2 yang sedih tersebut bukan terjadi pada diri aku, namun ianya terjadi pada orang2 yang aku kenal. orang2 yang aku ambil berat dan sayang. aku sakit hati banar2 laa. tak tau mengapa namun malang yang menimpa mereka itu begitu terkesan di hatiku. sehingga ke hari ini.

Andai kau mengerti …
Aku hanya mau kau pahami ...
Bukannya aku ingin berlari …
Bukannya kau tak kusayangi …
Bukannya kamu tak sayangi aku …
Namun kini biarkanlah aku _ _ _ _ _ …

Siapa mereka dan apa yang mereka hadapi, biar aku sajalah yang mengetahuinya......

2009-02-25T18:28:00.012+08:00

Don't laugh oh !!

Kehidupan adalah suatu yang susah hendak ditafsirkan. Tiada pernah ada kesudahan. Setiap hari adalah suatu pembaruan. Suatu permulaan... cerita buat seseorang insan.
Manusia bagai karakter bernyawa. Memainkan peranan dalam sandiwara dunia. Masalah datang untuk menduga. Keimanan insan yang bergelar manusia. Adakah tabah... ataupun kecundang. Manusia tentukan nasibnya. Tuhan berikan yang terbaik untuknya. Namun, kekecewaan datangnya dari kesalahan dirinya. Mereka melakonkan setiap watak... tanpa mereka sedari keadaannya. Aku umpama lelaki yang memainkan peranan yang amatlah penting. Dalam perjalanan hidup seseorang bernama halim.

Dilalui bermacam dugaan. Yang perlu ketabahan dalam setiap keputusan. Familinya besar... "adik"nya ramai. Rakannya terhad... begitu juga kenalannya. Berkenalan seorang demi seorang. Namun semuanya pergi begitu sahaja. Mungkin tidak sesuai... mungkin juga tidak sepadan. Mungkin juga ada halangan... mungkin juga tiada jodohnya. Diteruskan hidup sebagai satu permulaan. Yang ingin dilalui dengan penuh keyakinan. Hidup ini tidak akan mati selagi Tuhan masih di sisi. Semangat yang diberi akan selalu membantu dalam melayari hidup ini.

Walau mereka pergi meneruskan hidup yang dicari. Mereka bahagia dengan pilihan hati. Tidak ku cemburu ataupun sedih. Namun kentalnya hati mencari yang lebih memahami hati yang sunyi. Walau sunyi ku masih siuman. Memilih insan untuk bergelar teman. Teman bukan sembarang teman. Namun teman sehidup semati.

Bukan tidak sabar... tapi ia adalah tuntutan. Tuntutan XXXXX untuk dipenuhi setiap insan. Tercapailah sebahagian ibadah... berumahtangga... suruhan *****. Setiap insan punyai pasangan sendiri. Siapa pasangannya... tidak diketahui. Mungkin di sini... mungkin juga di sana. Tuhan tetapkan dari azali. Berdoa, bersabar dan berusaha... pekerjaan kita pastinya. Mencari dan mencari apa yang sudah diberi...........

On Tuesday aku dskula banar2 kan tampar mukanya wa.. so kurang ajar....
You think your jokes very funny ah? _|_
God damn it... Friday is coming soooooon... sigh sigh sigh...........

Aku nda suka Cousin ku yg dtg dri malaysia !! aku sasak ea banar banar2!! why?btw what i type dbawah ntg to do with the quote d atas....

Sudahth tduur rah bilik ku complain bout my room again
Suka hatinya tutup aircon bilik ku ane wa... didn't ask me okay ! nda buka kipas tutup windows !! I was suffocating time midnight....
I'm kind enough to let him use my pc.. and he complained that my pc lousy.. laggish when main dota.. Graphic card ku nda baik ko.. _|_
He used my pc watching PORN !!
Wallet ku ea pun mau complain bah.. sigh...
I was talking to my mum... and then tarus2 bagi aku Fuck you finger sign...
Slalu pakai matanya yg kurang ajar meliat orang... like 2 biji mata go to siring... (<_<)>
Banar2 aku nda tahan ea sudah ah... Thank God He's leaving this March 03!! Yahooo Aman dunia.. ea actually kn stay sini2 batah2 1.. kan cari kraja sini.. GOD BLESSED HIM !! NO 1 WANNA HIRE HIM !! YAHOOoooo !!
Interview nya masa ari tu total "phailed" why? Post as Marketing sales. He said he wanna do a challenging job. Orang atu tanya ea.. ko suka stay d office kah or keluar jalan2? then ea jawap jalan2... skali the orang asked him to create his own path way and promote product arah sarawak or sabah.. dos lah... skali ea .. cakap....he's "BORED" with it. then ea cakap it's to hard... ea sendiri jua yg cakap mau challenging..... ane tah akibatnya.... Don't Be So Ambitious and talk big when u cant .... SERVE U RIGHT !!
LASTLY HE's 31 YEARS OLD THIS YEAR .... BIG SIGH TO HIM.............

Avoiding a conflict is very tiring. It may be time to get into it once and for all.

2009-02-25T08:10:00.000+08:00

I know there's somethin' in your mind,
I know there's somethin' in your eyes,
makes me feel like gainin' all my thoughts, Everyday I read between the lines,
every morning I'm avoiding for your signs.
You belong to the hell's gate,
devil of hope...

I do not need you, you're not on my mind.
That's all I left behind for you.... pain?

---> Quote <---

NAPA crahim LANGSUNG nda mau senyum arah ku? p lau sama kamu esp cfizah sama crenzo lebar jua la. and tadi kan masa kami kan main kad arah class ku kan iatah dorang 3 lam atu. Kalinya dorang tarus kuar. APA kan masalah nya?? im not trying to make thing worse. I THINK it's YOU GUYS making it to COMPLICATED to me. PLEASE dont play with my heart. KALAU la aku ani membuat sesuatu yang nda baik arah kamu. TOLONGlah nyatakan dan katakan kepada ku. aku banar2 nda TAHAN cara kamu ani.

hey ! pls get ur fact right before talking... we're having meeting at Auditorium okay ! its 11.30am sudah.. of coz we left the room....
Since when we're making things complicated and SINCE WHEN we're Playing with ur Heart?! we can't even dig ur heart out and play dude... I seriously have no idea what we have done.
As if you're the only victim... Acting innocent.... asking for pityness... Zzzz
wtv u wan la.. "ngor mou ngan tai liao"... so

suka buat own assumption go discover new element for periodic table... under
Group 1 metal?
Haziqium
MOST reactive!
Kalah Francium

2009-02-20T18:38:00.009+08:00

A few days ago..... before I'm off to Maths tuition.... chat-"ed" with Elyn... and Edited her pictures... hahaha... XD

NAh now kasi u cium liao.. !! don say i tala layan u.. don say i tala sayang u....
paiseh dat day.. wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone... if nt mistaken I ignore u on thursday noon...

Driving ~ Vroom~

Piece of cake ~

I HATE THIS PARKING !!!!! NO !! TIDAAAKZ @@!!

VALENTINE's DAY !!
I DIDNT EXPECT THIS @@!!

I RECEIVED CHOCS !! FROM Jolyn and Ryu( Kawan Baik ku ) !!

2009-02-16T18:09:00.003+08:00

Happy happy Happy ~ I'm much more happier than before sudah.. haha..hohoho

gila ah today... Akhir ku bangun ! alarm rang at 5.15am.. and aku kluar dari katil ku at 7 am ! wa... tarus masuk jamban n shower.... dress up.... keep my hmework arah beg.. katuk pintu bilik mama ku.... then aga skula... sampai there around 7.30 or 35 sudah... i tot still early... sal c Fzah called my named from behind.... then walk slowly with her.. rupanya durang finish registration sudah.... aku gagas masuk class ku..

nasib jua smua orang masih d dalam... walk ke belakang.... fred said to me that... wah hw come today aku masuk dari pintu dapan? haha... usually i entered the class from the back door.. dats y...

supposely ari ane block 1 nada class 1 wa... before masuk class passed by the junction of SA and Econs Department.. nampak Rahim gave him vapourdrops... Ms Breda asked us dos who got their credit.. must enter the class today... no 1 tau y... then no choice kan.. paksa jua masuk.... then she told us that... she wan us to enter the class once a week... which is monday.... sigh.... the class was okay just now... we were given a list of vocabs... about 370+ words... ask us to thick or circle the words that we donno....

after that having maths lesson, Ms Atul gonna b away for a few days.. coz she's involved with the national day marching... Madam Chan temporary take over... asked a few questions and she showed us the working on the board.. all of us continue doing our unfinished maths hmwk... while she's marking papers....

soon or later.. class dismissed, Break time, I went to my accounting classroom directly... surprisingly... they visited me... kawan sejati..... haha having some talk.... and then they left.... funny lah.. time d classs..... got a short fight with Pi`chiado.... not really fight la.. just main2.. saja... haha... 4 accounting hmwk... inda finish... sigh.... Ms Vyonne go through with us the test papers, Cash flow and Limiting factor.... i got 80% for cash flow and also 30% for limiting factor.. haha.. damn pooor my result... sigh.... funny things happen time accounting class was about the " mint" cardo said that he cant eat minty candies or food or watsoeva la.. sal the minty taste gonna last for a few days... thats y he cant eat it. through out the lesson while teacher explaining im wondering.... since he's not able to eat minty food... hw about brushing his teeth? i tot toothpaste ada peppermint jua tu.. i asked him immediately... Edison looked at me.. and he said Oh yea ! that really make sense..... and so chee seng bebie jovita and I were looking at cardo.. and he told us that... Darlie got 1 toothpaste which is mintyless..... and part of us start to tink about the kids toothpaste, with flavour 1... "KODOMO LION" haha... we laughed..

I'm seriously wanna say sorry to cardo.. sal punched him too hard just now... sigh.... heh
block 3 ps ps ps yahooo... wanted to do my maths work.... as i step my foot in the library, Fred and Waie were looking at me laughing and smiling... I'm wondering what's wrong... then I approached them la and asked them what wrong with kamu ketawakan aku a... mengumpat aku kali ni... and waie told me that durang kan main Big two... yatah... Fred yg kan study physics atu nda jadi... and my hmwk put aside... main main main... then c mush, Hamidi, Haziq,Halim also joined... .. then Ryu gave me some chocolates... very nice... White choco with Hazelnut... nyaman...

around 12pm, Fred balik rumah....lian and ching came to library... and ching told me something..... after that aku aga chemistry class ku...went to Ryu classroom... kacau ppl... hahah Mariatul jadi Victim... spraying distilled water at her ass .. HAHA... then she revenge jua la... lari lari d chemistry class.... while ppl doing practial.... time atu cgu durang alum g datang... haha... went back to our chem class with fakhri..... Ms Shikha go through the calculations of previous practical... and then 2.15pm we started our titration and planning practical... ended around 2.50pm... walked to library... sitting outside... beside Joven.... and msging with Fizah... kes nada kraja buat.....

and so on... malas type.... yg penting aku happy today...

yg cali time tuition.....

WORDs OF THE DAY
~~~ WATER DROPLETS~~~

Why I have to bother so much?

2009-02-15T15:59:00.005+08:00

Fuck man... I really don like this... It's almost 2 months and its still freaking fucking bothering....
why you guys have to confess to me?! why am I still crying alone over fucking problem !....
How am I able to let free of myself? I tried so hard to forget bout it.. I just freaking cant... damn it....

I'm avoiding them, MD just too small.... everywhere u go... definitely u meet them. It is impossible for me not to greet them when they passing by me.... How I wish everything never happened... I can't pretend nothing had happened like you people do... the pain just can't fade especially when looking at you people laughing, smiling, joking around...... every 27th day of every months.... its like DEJAVU to me..... 12 days left.... sigh..... Insomnia? hmmmm i guess i need sleeping pill for that day.....

my smile my laugh.. u think its real?...... just don fucking bother me when if i'm sitting alone ... I need FRESH air.... and don ask me lame questions.

I don tink you people understand hw I feel. whether u understand or not. it got nothing to do with me. I'm so fucking stress !!.... Damn As exam coming up soon..... no matter hw much effort I have contribute for studies.. I'm still so stupid !..... I don even have the confident to pass my Alevel exam this year..... Most prolly I'm gonna retain.....

Hate me today, Avoid me today before u regret.....

Whatever happens, Happens for a reason.....

Pissed Off

2009-02-01T11:52:00.012+08:00

Someone is rubbing me the wrong way -- so much so that it might start to hurt! I guess It's a good time to pull away and see if could can reconfigure my life so it doesn't get this crazy in the future...

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"and btw to you", Can't you stop all the accusations and acrimony about me? Did anyone asked for your INPUT? I have ENOUGH NOUGH NOUGH NOUGH BOUT IT.... FUCK YOU !! Can't you do something else better than creating all this Storm??... Damn it...

BLACK XS !!

2009-01-28T18:10:00.003+08:00

BWahahaha !! Finally !! BLACK XS Arrived !! Bought it at Ebay 3 weeks ago... yesterday received a letter from post office.. asked me to go to Old airport to Redeem it.. hiak hiak hiak

X MEAL- 1 zinger burger, 1 fried chicken and a cup of Carbonated Drinks $6.10

lalalala... more to come... 2 Hugo Boss's Perfume coming soon XD...

Waaaa !! Abang Waie Gundul !! Hiak... hiak.... Hiak....
Hahahaha ~ sudahth bulat.. makan LOLipop lagi !!

pain inside

2009-01-26T17:42:00.009+08:00

Things have changed so much.
I don't understand where I stand anymore.
My heart, its throbbing with pain from the inflicted wound.
I don't know how it can do this much to me.
I don't know why it affect me this much.
I don't know why it caused an impact on me.

I just feel like disappearing. into no where.
someone give me some potion to help me forget everything.
forget all the pain. to brainwash me. and help me start a new life.... like blowing the candle...what I could see only a thick black colourless picture
I hate this feeling -___-" damn torturing.....

Fucktards

2009-01-23T17:06:00.008+08:00

Happy 5th Birthday Stubby !!
My 18th Birthday Pressie from

Ching, Irza, Fred & Elyn

I'm so freaking lifeless... STRESS STRESS !! Haven't done any of my assignment that due tomorrow. Chemistry test, Group Seven !! I wanted to revise it earlier. But Damn Heavy Downpour spoiled my mood. Yesterday Morning, went to school, damn u Maimon, As if i donno phone = prohibited at School. I was behind the library, just checking the message from Elyn. She passed by me at start to "tagur" !@#$%^&.... and I answered Maimon, yesh I tau ku...

then... time I'm having that class itu itu.... didn't realise he did the same things to me...... lazy to talk bout it.... I might be wrong but please let me finish my talking and then u correct me.. can't you? Isn't that what you said to me last time? why can't you prove me that you can do it too? before correcting my mistake.... do you noe what hurt the most = correcting ppl mistake without realising own mistake. Seperti Ketam mengajar anaknya bejalan betul.... enough bout it........ sorry to that person if you think I'm talking bout you.... and because of u spoiled my mood, end up time lunch break I yelled Chibai at Ching, ching Sorry bout that...

From the sky to the sea, there's no happiness for me.[ got 1 03th Nov 08 ] All my life, all I see only painful memories.
Sad good-byes, callous words, left me shy and insecure. Scars and tears through the years wish that I could disappear.

Everything's shades of blue, no hope no use. Dark as the sky at midnight I cry, rivers and seas, ocean so deep. Everything's cold as ice, so numb inside, pale as the moon. Lifeless and gloomy. Sadness in hazy shades of blue.

Thunder clouds all around casting shadows of a doubt, Darkness hues of black and blue, bruises left still so confused. undertow. indigo dreams of losing all control. In a life with no sunrise only sunsets and regrets.

Birthday

2009-01-17T06:20:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to Haziq-15/01

Happy 18th Birthday to Rifdi- 17/01

Proper Birthday update soon.... pasal pictures still under editing

Because I'm Stupid

2009-01-16T10:23:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not updating. My timetable packed. so tight !.. Sigh... Stress

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Because I'm too stupid. I don't know anyone but you.You, who is looking at someone else.Probably don't know how I feel.I'm probably not in your days,Probably don't have any memories of us either.Me, who is only looking at you. Again and again, tears fall. I'm Happy even seeing your back. Although you don't know my feelings. In the end, you pass by me like the wind. The days when I miss you so much. The days when I can't take it. The words " I love you " stays around my mouth. Alone again, crying for you. Alone again, missing for you. Baby, I love you. I'm waiting for you.

I'm making memories alone. Love is like a beautiful scar to me. Although I see your pretty smile. I can not laugh with you.The days I think of you alot, my heart is cold and sad. The word " I miss you " stays around my mouth. Alone again, Crying for you.Alone again missing for you...

Bye bye never say goodbye. Even though I can't hold you like this. I need you I cannot say anything. I want you, I wish and wish again.....

Thanks Ryu, only both of us understand it.. Kan? kan? kan?! haha !! throw ur laptop !!

just now I read Sky's Blog one of his entries very meaningful, you guys go check it out. Don't just read it. Think about it too !

Post title(click the title)

" Thought Of The Night "

Toodles

Title-less

2009-01-07T02:06:00.007+08:00

Ahh !! First day of School sudah kena annouc TEST !!

Chemistry !!

WHOLE ORGANIC !! NITROGEN AND SULPHUR !! HALOGENS!!!

MD everywhere empty !
Library, Canteen,Dining Hall smua kosong !!

Random-ness

not capable telling funny jokes, lame jokes I supposed... didn't smile for quite long. Ain't happy of myself. How am I gonna make people laugh? even if I smile most probably fake smile...

because of my existent causing lots of problems for both of you. I'm Hoping both of you can get back along like before. I'll sacrifice anything for it to happen... Hopefully......

GoodBye2008

2009-01-03T04:36:00.014+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Jovita !! 31/12 !!

btw, don u guys think she looks like Karen Mok?
hahaha Jovita !! Jovita !! May all ur wishes come true this year 2009 =p
enjoy your days at katok, stay sexy and don't forget to sing wit me oh !!

Happy Birthday Year 2009
!!

Woow ! It was fast ! It's year 2009 now !! what should I do now? sigh sigh sigh

I hadn't been in such a moody mood a few years ago.
I appreciate all the rare opportunities and fantastic people I've met this year, I cannot help but to feel that at times life has been testing my endurance.

Depression hit me pretty hard several times throughout last year. It is difficult to stay upbeat amidst the demands, the expectations, the threats, the slander, the misconception, the accusations and the general lack and over trust I perceived from other people and from myself.

Btw, am I "Jual-Ikan" ?? did I care too much for the wrong people? I hope not.

To all my friends who stood by me especially when I needed you the most, Chub, Fred - thank you.

To all my classmates - for the precious opportunity to work with you, I thank you.

To all my readers whom I'd never met, yet came up to me to say hi, to shake my hand or asked to take photos - I am most humbled and appreciative.

To all the people in my life whose feelings I may have hurt, whose expectations I may not have lived up to, whose promises I may have broken - I am truly very sorry.

To all my haters, hug me....

Of course, I need to thanks, Barbie Organization's members a lot !! Thanks for the Confess !! Finally I know what is it all about me. I'm sorry causing "rain cats and dogs" to you people.

and I hope I could make a angel out of a shit hill this year.

before I wanna end this post, I would like to apologize to my Parents, Brother , Sisters, Ching, Haziq and Fred. I'm sorry for every good and bad things I have done.

"part of the opinions were from www.kennysia.com"- he said is exactly what I thought.... not all

WELCOME BACK TO BRUNEI

RASHY28

hope you enjoy you trip from Miri to Jakarta!! Tired? yes No?!

you know I miss you right? haha =p

currently 5.13 Am, Was playing Ragnarok with the animal below. Killing him non stop. Wanna collect his skull.. bwahahaha...

bah gtg, need to go jogging alrdy...

oodles

Do Nothing Day

2008-12-30T18:13:00.015+08:00

Do Nothing Day

Blog title officially changed to

☆ 我的心我的情你不需要明瞭 ☆

Wo de xin wo de qing ni bu xu yao ming liao

You don’t need to understand my heart, my feeling

So fast another year coming, you guys ready for the challenges next year? It's almost 3 days I didn't sleep well. Something bothering me. I sleep extremely late, like 6-7 Am? and woke up around 1-2 pm. Ass getting heavy and heavier, lazy and lazier.

Every midnight what I do?
Sitting infront of pc till morning.
Reading articles
Horoscope
Tarot Card of Fate
Music
Youtube

Oh yeah ! Yesterday Midnight, Chat-ed with Elyn, Melinda and Jianny, She told me that she watched part of the Twilight Movie at YOUTUBE ! While I was watching television somewhere at my house. Guess what ! all those HBO, Star Movie, Cinemax all playing Horror MOVIE !! Gosh ! Even the Chinese channel !! I tuned Disney ! Watching cartoon at the same time chatting wit her. I immediately rushed to my room and search the Twilight movie at there. woow !! I found it less than 1 minute. But not all the part yet, the uploader still uploading it. I watched 7th part of it. Quality not good though. I actually planned to watch with my friends but then all of us watched it so no choice, either to download or buy the DVD. The movie quality at youtube seriously sucks to the max. Greenish, sound not clear? Some sort of distortion and vibration. Hmph..

Seriously the Twilight trailer.. seems to be good. But then when you watch it kind of disappointed. Many part of the story not there. True la Movie not story book. We need to imagine this and that.. lols.Haha! the BOOK still ROCKS !! Edward Cullen sucks !! =p maybe because of the movie quality I said that way?

I went to bed around 7 am today and woke up around 2pm. Listening music still, chatting and so on. Chatting with Chub, Jian and someone.

Someone (A frustrating person who usually made me cringe said a lot of sense today)
I thought things was going swimmingly -- but who ever said that life was stress-free? Something goes down today that sets me off, but I should be able to calm down long enough to deal.

After that, I walk around the house village for some fresh air. I know it's late alrdy like 3 pm+ air not fresh but who cares, No Vitamin D from Sun, thank god the Sun wasn't very bright today. When I went home, Mum asked me to go out with her, to First Branch Emporium( with HSBC beside it) she bought fresh veggie for night business, I went to the First Floor and bought perfume, Charlie-Red, I'm still keeping money to buy my dream perfume.Haha ! can't afford to buy it at the moment. Hopefully... hopefully I got the chance to buy it next year. "keep on Dreaming"

btw, the bank lots of people there,no parking around, my Mum parked her car somewhere near Golden Leaf Restaurant. Haha.. have to walk walk walk.... wore a wrong slipper and my foot hurt!

then went home, Watched Totally Spies !! Two EPISODES !! Siuuuuk !! now still thinking what I should to tonight and Mid-Night.. Hmmph.. I think I should stop typing already.

oh yeah ! I wanna share one music clip !! Very touching song and his voice good too !! hahaha !!
the music actually from the Korean Movie- 200 Pounds Beauty ! Byul but that guy
Reuben Wong, he played the song with guitar and changed the lyrics to English, not sure his own English lyrics or direct translate of the Korean version

Click Here

Here's the meaningful lyrics

I feel the wind blow in this place
there I see the star beyond this window pane
shining so bright
here in this night
here I feel the sense of love
deep in my heart
I cry for you
every tear that falls feels like a wound
the stars in the skies
gently shines
taking away my pain

I hear a voice gently saying
don't be afraid
I feel the warmth come over me
as I sleep in their embrace

and even though I..

do not have the strength to go on
even though I try to hold on
this love will never ever be meant for me
but I'll keep on smiling
even though my dreams won't come true
I'll remember every moment with you
like the stars that shines forever
I'll treasure my love
for you

Enjoy the clip at you-tube lazy put video here........Till next update.....

Pek Chek

2008-12-29T19:00:00.004+08:00

Ahhh~ Hey guys I'm back once again from my bed ! hahaha. I'm having fever for like 3 days if not mistaken.

Christmas till now nothing much to do and donno what to do. Sleeping, eating Medicine, Listening Music, Tv, Revising Chemistry and Accounting but not Maths. Oh yea! forgot bout something !! hahahaha !! I changed my bedroom Fengshui.. =p new year new look.. hiak hiak hiak...

Life getting tougher and tougher. Without hard work now, End of 2009, tearful moment? Damn A-level-AS and my O level results coming out soon. Don't know how to face it. Surely no improvement ! I'm useless and hopeless.

A week from now, havent plan next year schedule yet.
Tuition for both Maths and Chem?
No outings?
Full time study?
Quit blogging life?
things are easy to say when you actually wanna do it... AIN'T easy !!

Scholarship? UBD? or Retain? 2010? sigh sighs.

k just a short update. . . .

btw My picasa updated, pictures at TemBird ( Temburong ) updated, still got 100+ pictures with my fren, Afizah, I haven't get from her.

Toodles....

Merry Christmas

2008-12-24T16:21:00.005+08:00

Wishing you all
Merry Christmas and Happy New year

Hoping all of you enjoy the Silent Night with your close one, surprises are everywhere tonight ! don't miss your fun=) I got no where to go. Dreaming and Sitting alone infront of my pc? Hmph...

Knowing you all this year are the Most Special , Biggest and Priceless Gift ever !
that is

F-R-I-E-N-D-S-H-I-P

nothing much to hope and wish from me already,

As long as every1 Happy, I'm Happy
Thank You all very much <3

<-> Love you all Xoxo <->

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Guess who's back back back~

He's back back back

Fred is back back back !!

Welcome BacK to Brunei

Abang Freddie Chong Ming Kean !!

Bwahahahaha!!

Right here waiting for you...

2008-12-24T03:55:00.001+08:00

4th December- Arif's house

2008-12-21T14:14:00.003+08:00

Hahaha.. another old post that I wanna blog about.. but lazy to blog... since I'm free atm... so why not blogging right? I'm not sure what exactly happened... let me recall it back first k? hmmm

Okay 3rd December, someone actually planned to go over Arif's place before we leave Brunei. I mean one gathering before leaving. Messages passed around... thru blog? sms? msn?

I don't think I can come at first... `cause my mum won't drop me there.. so I told them that.. I'm not coming.. skali the next morning 4th December, Rahim msg-ed me whether if I wanna go or not, he gonna pick me up since he passed by my house.... at that time. time atu aku masih tdur... skali aku pkir.. since ea passed by my hse and willing to pick me up... why not join him? hahaha faster faster go mandi and tukar baju...

walk down all the way from my hse to Tumasek Shell... to jumpa Rahim... Coz he donno where's my hse...

soon we arrived Arif's place at Mulaut, followed by Fred,Haziq,Gdah,Salwana,Fizah...
tarus tarus durang main RO ane wa.. gila jua tu... hahaha

Fast forward.... Kami main big two, PS2 games- Tekken.... King of Fighter !! siiiuuk

Play basketball, play badminton, play motor, go to Ayamku makan ~

Haziq and Abg Rahim

Kawaiii Big Bro FreD lol, Gdah atu senyum kah tu? tau kan isap susu

AllBlacks - Nyamal

BOWH !! ADA POLICE !!! SIAPA TU?!!

Ta daaaa !! MaJidah ~

Fred takut ah ~ I mean ea kajar2

Guitar HERO !!

GoodBye Arif

bah.. till here sja... antah kan update apa lagi...
prolly tomorrow aku update lagi

Leaving

2008-12-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hi Guys, my reader
sorry ya 15 December 2008 Onwards I won't be updating
`cause I'm not around... travel to somewhere
I'll be back on 20 December 2008 afternoon

I'm gonna Miss you all especially CIRLE OF BESTIES !!

Arif, take care ya !!
Elyn, gonna be damn bored... try to watch all the DVD... bwahaha
Ching, Safe trip to Kuching !! Shop well !!

Berakas Beach 10/12/2008

2008-12-14T21:02:00.009+08:00

Hahah Fizah planned this outing early December or End of November. coz, dat day 29th November we went to Beach just to relax and kick sand... all of us didnt bring extra clothes so we cant play..and they planned this beach outing on 10th December and also another one on 28th December

Why one more time? `cause Fred the AhBoy's Titah mentioned that he wanna go beach after he come back from UK. No matter how everyone must attend that outing !! hahaha nada orang brani ingkar perintahnya so have to follow.. Kirai2 Fred

Arif and Fred Left Brunei .... the day before the outing, to those yang baca blog ku, u noe the story sudah.. so not much to say...the night after sending them, at house around 12 am+ I boiled the eggs, prepared the mayonaise, sugar, oil,salt mixing them together..... cutting the 2 long loaves of Bread from LeApple. took me about 1 hour or less to finish off everything including spreading the egg salad onto the bread, placed and sealed at the rectangular Aluminium Foil? witht he help of the Transparent "thin plastic" prevent insects to enter.

Awake till donno what time...... mood wasn't good dat time cause of something....Rahim Elyn and them asked me not to think so much. I donno why.. I just cant do it. The thick "cloud" just cant fade. Soon or later sunrised, I received message from Sean, he said that he cant make it to the beach because he's having Badminton match at 4pm, Elyn asked me to Invite him Over.

Morning donno what time, Chat-ed with ching, and Rahim msg-ed me that when he leave his house he gonna misscall me and when he reach out house.He reached my house at 8am+ an directly his driver drop us at Berakas Recreational Forest Reserve. We were having some sort of chat with Ching and Rahim during our journey. Ching said that he havent sleep. what a strong man. Football, Fren place and so on.

When we reached there, they were alrdy there, Elyn[I added ur name here.don angry liao ],Fyfy,Hajah and her siblings,Fizah,Gdah and Hajik. Hajah was busy and kind hot-temper when setting up the charcoal.. and so on. All the untensils not there yet and nothing much we can do, setting up fire with Tissues paper? funny? haha ~ Her-Wira came late.. Irza Salwana them also there sudah...we were playing big two, chit chat....

fastforward went to bottom and play, lamb cooked, taking pictures and so on...

Fauzan and I

Elyn Gdah Irza Fyfy Ching Rahim Hajik

Phewit !! Hajah and Wira [ New Boywings recruit ]

Russia Red Bull fighter

World Peace from Chingy1404

Fyfy-Afifi

Irza-Liverpool Die Hard Fans

Ever-red tomato-Gdah

Chinese Indian-Elyn and Tomato

Beauty and the Sea

APA ni !! Tidak Senonoh.. Dos under 18 tutup mata pls !

Threesomes, Rahim Ajik and Hajah Bro (kura2 or Dino?)

Fauzan and his friends, Red shirt = Irza'sBrother

Subaru-STi owner + Hajik

Globe and Tomato !! Sama Bulat!

Suddenly Moody.... and the Earth rained, Rahim send us home, his driver I mean.. haha.. thanks man. and I'm wondering why his driver using long way to send us home... what a waste of time la + petrol... sampai c ching tertdur d krita and snoring out loud... we didnt really complain bout it tho coz Rahim ching and I tot that his driver noe they way to go... end up no...

Thanks Abang Rahim for the Ride !! Lub u alwez my Sexy Biatch...

Elyn and I

WOooo!! I managed to take photo with RACER !!

I was shocked by ching when he use my clothes, coz I tot I'm him...

Elyn Irza Rahim

Jobless

2008-12-12T14:53:00.006+08:00

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.

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Happy Birthday ZulHamzi Faiz !!

from Rahim and I

Happy Birthday Freddo !!

2008-12-11T15:48:00.006+08:00

Hahahaa..... Fred... Sorry ya.. inda brapa pandai edit.... i hope u like it so today s ur day....sum1 celebrating for u.. but but but.. we were the "first" to celebrate dz year birthday for u

listen what Elyn-Ah Gurl said.. Tutup mata buka mata also must smile...
all of us waiting u to come back on 24th December 2008 ! Don't lupa ur flight oh !! karang inda sampai Brunei...

nothing much to say liao... all alrdy noe what we have told u.... so yea ! Take Really really really good care of urself !

If can.. go to Old Trafford and Pose something.... ngambil gambar... for Us Man.U supporter =p
seee u around real sooon.. haha .. janganth susah2..I'm not really into it plang.. if u really go there...pose "Thumbs Down" sia... banyak orang mental tu.....

Miss Ya always.....

Airport

2008-12-11T10:00:00.006+08:00

9th December 2008, the day Fred and Arif leaving Brunei to UK and KL

I wanna go airport that day badly.... but always aku nada transport wa.... nasib jua c Rahim sanggup datang rumah ku pick me up ! hahaha thanks Rahim

time patang kan.. we r having so much fun.. laughter time chatting arah group conversation with
Fred, Rahim, Arif and I. Macam2 we cakap wa... from "merah to kuning to merah" hahaha Ksian cGdah, kami tarik2 sia namanya rah conversation...

describe bout Botox, Pump, Minyak, Attractiveness,Pointyness,Landirness,Anti Botox

fast forward..... Skali.. cFred cakap.. karang d Airport tariak namanya durang panjang2 as in

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
Ariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif
Raheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeem
REnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

something like that la.... but surely.... non of them gonna do la..

"and Fred said... he wanna nampak good weather.... cannot Hujan"
and so the Globe promised him.. definately good weather malam atu..

chat till half way, Fred and Arif kan gtg sudah have to single, double, triple,quadruple check their luggage mandi and itu ini.. so at other conversation I asked Rahim, so karang u jadi pick me up o not? If cannot inda apa2.. I'm olrite wit him. He replied me Jadi, Iski ku tarus so I terus go mandi itu ini waited him dari kul 5pm+ hahahaha skali 7+ ea baru sampai.. lol... terus aga rah Airport... time sampai.... looking here and there...

Ah ~ I saw Fred first.. why? pasal... yg lain smua pindik ! kana "Mampam" yatah... terus ku aga rah cFred, gave him chocolate... yang lain[ Jidah,Elyn,Fiza,Hajik] mau jua.. inda ku bagi... i onli bring 3 for dos yang kan Fly onli... one for Fred one for Arif and Satu Rahim exception. But then... aku LUPA Bagi cArif ah !! sorry maybe atu takdir, u sick cannot eat.. hahaha

we standing there la.. talk talk talk... skali... got one kid... wah.. run towards rah kami.. then he tot c GDAH mamanya.. and keep talking to her.. skali... muka kami satu2 banggang.. c Hajik kan talk to him... skali c Hajik kana scolded by the Kid wa.. cali brabis.. c Rahim atu lagi kan "pegang2"... lapas atu aku begusti ngan cGdah, sorry Jid, kau tergugur... bangkak kakinya tarus kali.... she said that to me... lol... sorry yo... mana ku tau... kaki mu atu sanang bengkak....

after awhile, Fred's Mom approached him.... and both hugged... since both of them gonna miss each other... (Fill in the blank) can't stop happening at Airport...... no choice, I have to b the clown, Jik and Gdah have to make Fred Smile.. so they pointed at my Tummy.. and told Fred that ea ada brother lagi sbuting [ my tummy big and they tried to said that I'm pregnant, another brother for him soon] Kirai2 to AhBoy.....

Finally Arif done his check in arah the counter.... we greeted him.... and he told us that... he gonna go in the custom sudah..... together with Fred....

so we salam2 each other.. I hugged both of them.. ask them to takecare, wear xtra clothes ... and to Arif... ea damam.. take care and get well soon.....

since the "teriak2" thingy... non of them teriak.. so with my "mukaTembok" I Shouted

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
lambai2

Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
lambai2
Ariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif
Lambai2
Ariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif
Lambai2
Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
Ariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif
Lambai2..

hahaha everyone looking at me.. I don care.... Airport = public place duli apa.. there's no rules that we can't scream there...... Yes? No?

while they walking towards the custom..... aku inda sanggup hati meliat durang..... ada plang perasaan sedih..... but I control....

tarus run ke atas near express sana... meliat durang dari atas.... waiting for the passport kana check.... before masuk the room for "internal checking" So we shouted their name..... I'm happy to see both of them smiled happily....

then c Hajik kesian ah...... kan kamih.... tapi.... hmm.... nada dapat.. tahan...... menyamal punya face.... jamban rah express tutup.... then Rahim and I brought him to the Jamban near the BIDB bank punya jamban.....

while the rest Gdah[Tomato],Elyn[kaling] and Fiza[Ambuk] waited us arah Jollibee... as soon kami balik kan... order makanan... then duduk dluar... crita2... meliat aeroplane... skali....
Hajik said something.. which I forgot what isit alrdy.. skali.. terhantuk kpalanya... then kena ucap ketulahan.... right after he said something la...

inda batah g c Piza and Elyn balik.... we go to the upper part..... time naik tangga...HAHAHA... C Hajik.. gugur... bakas.. banyak makan... kepisan kami ketawa

Btw, Satelite,Jupiter, Venus, Star part Censored sudah...

then.... we went home.... Thanks Rahim again and KakakNya ngantar kami balik.....

Prayer for Travel

2008-12-07T17:30:00.003+08:00

To those yang kan Travel time cuti ane..

Ching, Fred, Arif, Chub,Fizah,Gdah,Rahim,Hajik,Hakim,Jimbo, Gary and the rest of u all.. I'm not sure who else blayar...

Lord, you are in all of your creation. Protect and guide them as they set out to travel. Make their ways safe and their homecomings joyful. Let them have your wisdom so that they make good and right choices in all the places that they go. Give them safe traveling companions and let then not be lonely.

May Allah, Buddha, Jesus, Dharma BLESS u ALL ~
Amin/Amen :S

2008-12-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

FUCK THEM ALL !!
CHIBAI FAMILY
ASSHOLE FAMILY

Damit

2008-12-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

Imagine that.. I'm digging dozen and dozen of photo albums for few hours, I only have dos pictures time damit only. seriously ! I'm not kidding.. How sad =(

Surprise Birthday Party

2008-12-03T17:07:00.011+08:00

erm... I'm lazy to talk about it.. hahaha
to u guys who wanna know what we have done yesterday feel free to click the link below.. which will lead u to Picassa..
check out the pictures there...

Ah Boy Didn't Cry !! Roooar !!
>> Chingy <<
>> ChuB <<
>> REn <<

2008-12-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Wani
What's the relationship of you with him/her?
♥ Hahaha !! Permaisuri ku !!

5 impressions towards him/her?
♥ Tiny ^^
♥ Cute...
♥ Fierce if u step on her tail [ hahaha Wani ada ekor O.o ]
♥ Orang pro stalking urang ah.... urang nada kanal ea.. ea yg plang kenal orang...
♥ She's friendly adorable.. cali.... hyper towards gundul man

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
♥ hmmmm ahhhhh !! Jangan Kupa Chocolate Merci ku !! Jangan nada !!

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
♥ She screamed all the way from sumwhere calling my name out loud...

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
♥ I don't think bout relationship at the mean time... coz i'm not her type and She's having 21 agreement.. by that time she's 21 , aku jadi grandma

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
♥ I'll find out why she's my enemy.. I'll try my very best to make our friendship closer
If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on...
♥ hahaha.. nada ku tau ey... improve her height? ! LOLS kidding

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
♥ no idea.. she's will never b my enemy
The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
♥ owing her DQ Blizzard cake

The overall impression on him/her is?
♥ Friend, Cute, Gila, Photoshop Queen, Suka bergambar....

How do you think people around you feel about you?
♥ hahaha every1 noe that I'm Loud.. Muka tembok... Sissy what else? prasan? kambang? not sure la.. I'm not them... u guys comments bout it lor

The character of you about yourself is?
♥ Friends happy = I happy Family Not happy = I happy

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
♥ Muka tembok

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
♥ nada tau

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
♥ Circle of Besties ROX !! GOnna miss them .....

10 people you tag.
siapa saja

29/11/08 - Last day of school....

2008-12-01T19:09:00.012+08:00

before i start my post I would like to wish everyone

HAPPY WORLD AIDS DAY 01/12/2008

TO EVERYONE

owh gila.... bangun awal ku on that day...... pagi 5 am + ready myself.... kan ke rumah c fred... aku cek msn ku lu.. ada c fred... msn ah... skali... ea type malay.... instantly.. arah mine ku ! THIS IS NOT FRED !! must be Elyn.. but I'm wrong..... It was Haziq... haha !! msn with him awhile.... aku gtau ea... jik.. accept webcam.... baju ku bisai kh? pose here and pose there...

once i'm ready i told him that im done..... knock my mum bedroom to wake her up and go to kitchen took 10 packets of Indo Mee [ Mee goreng ]

reached Fred's house around 7am kali... slightly.. bfore 7.15am.... Run to third floor... press the bell... "Tiinnnnnnnnnnnng Tooooooooongggggggg" Kajut ku tarus ah.. capat jua.... baru takan... terus orang buka pintu..... passed the noodles to Fred...... off to his bedroom CARI TWINS Sausage !! Sunat and Non Sunat !! Cant find !! ea tapuk sudah ah !!! T.T

Fast Forward...................
everyone sampai sudah.... durang kan ke MD... return locker... aku pun kan ke MD.. tolong JianWin too.. i tot i put the key arah pocket ku sudah time pagi... tapi i cant find it... so sorry ah.. menyusahkan c fred.... ngantar ku balik and look for my key... panya drop rah krita mama ku..... sialan.... time durang sampai dh Fred and I went into the kitchen and cook. [ mee goreng =p ]

then go MD..... return locker..... ngambil gambar

Hazura and I

Pumba[ Ms Yvonne yong] and I

Nazrin and I

Izzzz and I

Harimau and I Rooooaar ~

Orang Luan jobless.. surong the thingy around MD
[ Shahrin Rifdi Halim Ming and Qawi ]

Dood [ Hamidi ] and I

Gbah and I

Ezam and I

I forgot her name !!! so sudden !! tadi masih ingat !!! I'll edit later

Elena and I

Malas talk bout beach... ngalih ku menaip... last minute planning.. smua nada bring apa... before going Berakas Recreation Park.... we off to Supa Save Beli makanan and minuman....
soon we reach sana... we tot the wave aint strong.. and go play la.... who noes.. so sudden... big wave came... all of us wet our pants except that Elyn... Rooooar !! not fair !!

U guys will notice why not much pic of mine... aku nada mood time atu... so i walk very very far away from them... and wrote all my sadness arah the sand..... when they wave came... and washed it away... i felt so relief...

Only R and C noe what i wrote there......

We went back at 2pm + ... dropped Jian Win at Tanjung Bunut.... to change his pants... guess what??!! His sister juz back from UK and bought him a Slipper which coz bout 30 dollars BND... and for the first time he pakai it... kana Swallow by the Sea wave... if u noe what i mean =p... he dam frasturated... and scolding... this and that....

time kami sampai rah rumah C fred... that JW cant let go fred keyboard... RO RO RO RO only...
Hajik and I busy ironing our wet pants till try.. and Helped Wi wi too... blehz....

ching them balik2 miss call sudah... k loh.. then we quickly.. off to mall... Jam... Pay day wa... yatah Mall luan banyak orang kaya.....

Dropped them sumwhere... Rahim and I .. dangani C Fred Cari parking rah basement....

At first gilaaaa pass by this tempat... Ryu saw me... Scream outloud RENNNNNNNNN same goes to me Ryuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu every1 looking at us.. I'm so happy yet sad yet embrassing..
I know you Know ;you Know I Know
Aiyaaaa... dos I'm gonna miss ... Not need to intro durang sudah.. u noe who're them...

Then off we went to Hua Huo tanjung Bunut to eat for a moment.. After the whole ordering food in the food court, we discussed on EXOTIC FOOD.. Haha.. So much for delicious cuisine.. Haha.. Then we decided to go home.. On our way to the car, Fred and I raced down the belt escallator.. Aparently, I fell down on my ass!! Ahaha.. THEY all laughed like hell.. And the security above us was like "wth is going on??".. haha.. Then off to haziq's sister's home.. .. then Fred sent me go home.... ... mandi...... msn chit chat awhile... then tdur dah

if u wanna see dos gambar lagi... time kami rah mall and beach.. visit this

Click here

December

2008-12-01T08:26:00.001+08:00

GOOD MORNING

1st DECEMBER !!!

Ryu, updated =p

Sorry

2008-11-28T22:10:00.003+08:00

I'm really sorry guys, Fred, Arif, Ching,Chub, Desmond and Hazim....
the feelings of mine attacked me again.... sorry i left the chat without saying goodbye.... pls forgive me

I just cant control it... it had to atk me over and over again.. Why??! why???! why?!!!
I really hope lord of death can end my life now.....

i never have such a feelings before... this the hardest feelings of me.... pfft...
i really hope this things have never happen..... why cant rewind us back to the pass? what wrong i have done? why cant it stop torturing me? sigh

Farewelll

2008-11-28T18:49:00.015+08:00

goodbye.......

FaF yus And I

Waieeeee

Ren and Mariatul Sakinah

Ren and Liyana aka Nana / Banana

Pheeewit

ROy.... i wanna lick ur tongue !! come close

Was and I my little brother

Khoo shin kai ! Gigolo of Anati

hahaha !!

Renzo and Farahin [ Syam's admirer ]

Ren and Cute Queen [ Ain ]

Renzo and My Mum [ Tc,Mariamma ]

Chemistry 2.1 [ Miss Benny ]

Freaky[ third fyfy beside vernon] and Ren

Ren and Aina [ the twins ]

Ren and Zimah [ admire her last time =X ]

Roof top of MD Square 2

Kaling and Bulat

one of the pic we took time escape yesterday prize award

Biatcccch

Fosaken Giant Wizard

Wa`ie and Chubby [ Fosaken Noob Assasin ]

banyak jua gambar kamu ane... >.<

My son my buddy [ Forsaken GTB H.Wizard- Freddo ]

Arif... thinking something...

I know ur eyes and nose veri big la.. aku Jeles

tu c waieee ah.. yatah tu pose too much muka cam ambuk

Giant Irza Piza

Orang luan banyak kn d pikir

Inda batah G masak Tomato...

Piza and Giant

Piza Tomato Irza Kaling Boy Mami

Ren and Yusof

Rahim Fyfy Arief Fred Renzy

Pissh Waie Raffy Was

Apaaa liat liat gigit puting mu susu karang....

Teeheeeeee Braces Laughing Princessss

Unknown Hadi unknown2 Saufan

Permaisuri T.T I'm gonna missssss

Renlyn[Fosaken Blacklisted Paladin] - Hajah [ Subaru STi owner ]

Hajah[Drifter] Arief [ Fosaken Elite Sniper ]

Irza & Arif

Husband came to school late bakas Curang time malam

Irza Elyn Fyfy unknown Fred Chingy Arif Jian Rahim

Roy unknown Naufal Pikachu Izz Nisah

Piza Tomato Kaling Irza Giant

Hubby AhBoy Fyfy Giant Arief AhGurl

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2008-11-28T18:18:00.003+08:00

Tagged By Wa`ie

Take a picture of yourself right now.
#2. Don't change your clothes, fix your hair, or do anything. Just take the picture.
#3. Post the picture without editing.
#4. Post these instructions with the picture.
#5. Tag 5 people.

hmmmm..
tag.... tagging....

1) Queen
2) Princess
3)Chingy
4)Rash
5)Zulhf